taken for granted

Guys... I feel like I am being used.... :L JKS JKS JKS

Well my body is functioning at 98% normality =] and I well... I haven't really just realised, but it is a fact that we take our body for granted. Well I know I do. One small gland and EVERYTHING turns upside down. I have learnt a lot this past week.

There are so many things I can/can't think of it isn't much point mentioning all.
But my parents are caring and fantastic parents, always trying to do what is best for me.
My friends are always supportive, and know when to do.
Food always satisfy my hunger =] and that I love my food
I can't really operate when a small thing gets me. I am glad it wasn't serious...

Anywho, high school has been.... one crazy adventure. I am gonna go all mushy on you guys. There are so many memories that I would love to store in my small mind, and I have stored a majority =] However, my yr 12 friends, don't worry about the future, because as you leave school so do WE. We will always be here to ... well just be here for you =] just give us a shout. For most of you guys I am sure we'll see you anyways. And for my shinyus and kazoku Thanks for everything! Cya tomorrow ;) After HSC I intend to see you guys at least once a week. If not I will personally go see you myself =]

Final assembly! and dance =] and fun days. Smile! Chin up! Chest out! [girls... up to you LOL] =] ja mata

arrggg

I am so frustrated I wanna friking shoot my head off!!!!

achoo!

Lol well I don't have anything really interesting for you guys to read about, so I'll write about something that interests me. By the end of this blog, you will come to the conclusion that I have a REALLY small mind, because small things amaze small minds right?

Well I thought I'd say I sneezed properly for the first time in a week yesterday. Yes yes that isn't interesting, stop jumping ahead! Since I have had this infection sneezing was horrible. Pain, stiff neck [as if it isn't stiff already] it just wasn't worth sneezing. Lols, and with the current dust storm that occurred like a few days ago... It was a really pain. Until yesterday, could I sneeze freely without the pain and the tensing of muscle. So horray....! lol

Now I am waiting on yawning. Yawning is just as bad... only uses a closer muscle towards the stupid lump. So I'll have to wait another day or so. Well at the moment it is a retarded yawn where I can't open my mouth completely, none of that "feel good" stuff. LOLS you know when you yawn you feel... slightly happier? If you haven't noticed try it out. Well yeah... it is unfulfilled yawning. This is NOT making sense AT ALL.

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~ the stupidity of people really shock me sometimes.
~ stop assuming la
~ How naive
~ nong
~ ping pong
~ sing-a-long
~ High school musical?
~ Need a longer sentence
~ Look it is like steppppppsss
~ Being random much? oh my running out of words

mm

dumb de dumb de dumb

fin

The ultrasound

LOL today was my first time I took an ultrasound. I was actually excited? and very curious. I mean I am interested in this field of work. So I enter the room and was told to lie down. She asks me how many months I am pregos and I replied. As she did the ultrasound she said I wasn't pregos. It was clear to me that my baby's gender was a hermaphrodite .. but she insisted that it were gallstones :L jks jks


umm... she was a little brutal but it was ok. I was interested when I saw the images of my neck on the screen. I saw the use of the Doppler ultrasound =] and yeah it was a very clinical and quick process... Strangely very interesting though. I have the scans and waiting to open it with Doc.

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Lately school feels quite strange. I mean I am never there for the end of school strangely. Besides Wednesday of course. Never more than 4 periods, it is quite relaxing as well as bothersome, but worth it =] Done.

a lot of cleaning to do

Firstly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID and Melina!!!
I hope you enjoyed your day, I hope you enjoy your presents and I hope you enjoy being 18 =]


Well today something special happened, besides the birthdays... the super dust storm... my house has been infiltrated with dust... =( and now our superior cleaning skills will be tested. For once my neck can't get in the way of it I think... [bleuagh to my neck! I have considered burning it, chopping it off and eating it... none seem to make it hurt less :L] So since this dust storm I feel useful again =] sorta... I haven't actually did much cleaning, but it was a start. I will be cleaning again later. Or ... should I study... I'll clean.

Anyways, today is the second time I have taken panadol [however you spell it] and yeah.. first time was on friday =] I didn't die! - I have no idea what I am on about. Umm.. pain, lack of sleep and food is driving me crazy.... You have NO idea how much food I have craved... cheeseburgers, coke, pizza, sugar lollies, beef stew [WHICH! I can have!!! wOOOHHH =D] , chinese food, chicken buns, egg buns..... *slobber* talking about this makes me really hungry.. and I just had dinner... I am gonna get more beef stew. Talking about stews, reminds me of trangie's stew... that was good stuff.... zomg the bread... =O

I HAD something to say.. oh yeah! I am getting and ultrasound! =D weeeee I am realllllyyy desperate to know the gender of my baby =] who is the father?? lol duh! me! Jks =P but I am looking forward to it. I want an MRI too =] Then I'll get to talk to people who I'll become ;) maybe lols.

dats all. matey~ bye bye

I gotta stop sleeping around

Man... I am here and then I am there. It is never ending... It isn't easy to get some but it isn't that hard either. I mean on Saturday I was at it for at LEAST 8 hrs. I was in the bedroom, then I was on the couch and then I was in grandma's room. It isn't all my fault though... I sort needed it. =P I mean I WAS sick right? So why wouldn't anyone get lots of sleep and rest? Seriously... I was on the couch for like 2-3 hrs either trying to sleep or actually getting some rest. I wouldn't say it was one of my finest days, juggling doctor, sleep, commitments and a party [which I missed] and I don't think you can say I caught up on my rest from that staying up to 4am thing either =/

Well for the past... 3 days I have been sleeping a lot =] which is good and bad at the same time.
Good - I get regenerated and ready to kill the HSC
Bad - I don't get to study for the HSC so I won't be prepared, I miss out on my friend's party, and I slept so much my back was aching when walking hahah

And well... that is life pretty much since I last blog. Oh and I don't think the cause of this is only because of staying up till 4. I mean it caused the fever I am pretty sure but other than that, that was it =] (I don't think that made sense)

I went to the western docs today and it turned out my problems could be solved by a small tube of cream. 3 days of suffering *shakes head*

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- It was a few days after the war, the warrior had lost a lot of blood. He had been hit with the butt of a sword on the nose, his ankle was shattered by a club and he was now labeled cripple. The children sung the stinging words and the housewives gave him sympathy looks. That was all. 'Another bland meal..' he thought. Though it was the town's famous and favourite dish - free to war veterans; it wasn't that it was flavourless, his nose was just busted. He fumbled with the crutches, inducing the thoughts of crushed hopes he once had before the war. 'Not now... Why did this happen to me now...' It couldn't be helped...

He got up from his seat, after half finishing his dinner, and when to his room. He turned on the dim lights and went straight to his computer. Uninspired to do anything mind numbing he downloads a game and attempts to play it. Only to be completely rejected for some unknown reason. Frustrated he chucks a psyche and eats ice cream. Then, falls asleep. He dreams of a beautiful world, with lots of clouds and white yet not blinding lights. It turns out it was a night club. The music filled his ears and sees an awesomely hot chick. She approaches him, and he says "I love my tube" [no sexual connotations, if you can manipulate that into something dirty.. I will be amazed .. lols]

The end :L

Well gotta go






sleep =P toodles.
ps. sorry about the super long post.

yumm... time

mmm Sara Groen... very very pretty lady =] The highlight of the news hahaha. I am sure there are many people who think the same. Might I add. I don't watch the news often, but when I do it is either the happy news or Ms Groen =]

~ You good my head spinning. Someone tell me what to do. ~

Ummm 2 and a half hrs of sleep 430 - 7am. I thought I performed pretty well today =] Thinking was a little... limited however, I was awake for most of the day. Except in class ^^| In english and physics there were a few times when I went to the sleeping stage. You know where you are trying to stay awake but your eyes close and then your head slips off your hands? Same thing :L
I tried to sleep in senior though. Umm we watched a silly video... but for some reason I couldn't get to sleep. Lame =/

Umm I got home, and about 4ish I went to rest my weary head. LOL should say that out loud... it has a nice ring to it. umm Well I only went to close my eyes then I accidentally fell asleep :L I woke up just in time for dinner. My digital clock said 5.59 but it was like 420. For some reason my digital clock runs faster. I mean I thought digital clocks were meant to be more accurate than analog... but then again it is sort of 12 yrs old. [It was my uncles when he was in high school] haha

Anyways, bummed out I didn't want to do work, but I forced myself and found my inspiration for a better AOS story. Yes I didn't do well for my english. Let's not talk about it.

Umm I did a majority of the story and I am going to bed =] nights.

~ I hope I see you... either in my dreams or ... just see you?? O.o ~ mmm... food. why is mum making food before I am gonna sleep!? Looks like I'll be dreaming about food =D

And at 4am, wisdom and truth

Well it isn't 4am yet, but close to, and I know I won't sleep within the next 4 mins [now].
At this point in time, my mind doesn't seem as weary as my head [if that makes sense] My head feels heavy but my mind is still quite sharp. Full owning Leon's poor arguments. I don't think my mind feels as sharp during the day. Or maybe it is all relative, and Leon's poor and deteriorating mind [due to lack of sleep] is making me feel much smarter :L

4am at last. Sleep? or more study? I think I should let my body rest. Cya world in 3 hrs =P

~ Let me hold your small hands in mine because what would lay on my finger tips is something more precious than treasure. But do you know what is more precious than the smooth, soft bundle of love in my hand? The thing that comes with the bundle, and that is more beautiful than life itself because you are... my life. ~

nothing ever EVER happens at 2am

LOLS Well yes... at this very moment it is 2.00am but by the time I have finished writing this blog it would be like yonks later. Anyways.. why am I up at this time? To get Leon to beat box battle Roderick. Lols of course Leon is up for to as well. I don't know why but he was the one who mentioned it first lols. So don't blame me.

Anyways, today was decent. Woke up early to see my girlfriends in the city [of course different stations] and then went to school to dance. [btw I am jking about the girlfriends. I have only one =P JKS!!! bahahah lols... yeah it is late.. don't blame me =] I am single and proud to be single (Y)] I am real good catch you know. You single ladies watch out. I am very intelligent, I like women who are also smart but more importantly beautiful - *copying the stupid idiot who tried to pick up a chick [the audio convo is on MC's blog]*

LOLS if you didn't get that, that makes two of us =]

Dance is progressing very well. You know I am actually really enjoying my last few weeks of school. I don't worry so much about studies during school, even though at home I am trying to study hard. Well we are able to be mostly ourselves, since there are no more exams to get back or do. Thus, allowing us to reflect on the latest and the new stuff. Our conclusion "We have become more retarded." mmm sounds good =]

- Aiysh I don't know why I am doing this. This is really stupid. As if anyone stays up till 4 studying man seriously.

- You REALLY annoy me. Please turn around and walk away.

- Cute

- umm...

- =]

- give me the goods and no one gets hurt (H)

The end of random era 2.24am

Desire for you.

Your smile melts my heart, as I beam with happiness in your presence. I hunger for you. I want you in my hands, as your fragrance sends me to heaven. Your grace and your beauty warm my insides. I need you here. I need you to fill the emptiness inside me. Everything doesn't seem ok without you, and without you... I wouldn't know what to do. You smell so good, I can imagine you here as I eye you down. My mouth salivating... and I take a big bite out of you. Mmm I love you...




food.

Hehe

Well today last period was horrible... my stomach grumbled for the whole period seriously... I was starting to get annoyed at very little things and I just wanted to eat. Nick and David were eating, and they offered but they were so small!! If I eat... there is no turning back. I gotta keep eating. So I couldn't eat their small biscuits and sultanas. So I sat it out. Lols... it got so bad it was starting to hurt... a little. [Yeah... I don't know how I did the 40 hrs famine either] Mm well I got to the train and my stomach seemed like it was eating ME instead. I could feel like the hole in my stomach grow. People seemed so happy, with filled stomachs... I was getting jealous. I had to keep my thoughts to myself.

I got off at Guildford, had my dollar ready and when to the Lebanese pizza shop [love that place] I ordered a pizza and waited... for 5 mins I was sitting there dying. The smell was everywhere. I was so close yet so far. Once I got it, I gave the dollar to my hero and I dug in. It was hot but who cares! I was damn hungry!

I got home and then I was half way through it. I mean it WAS a 4min walk. Soon I finished and then made myself a bowl of cereal. IF my house had more food, and my stomach let me make better food, I would have. =]

My love - food =D

I... don't have anything else to say but... I want more food?



RIP. Patrick Swazye - protagonist of dirty dancing and others [I don't know]

Singles day

Well well well. "what is this about???" I hear you say.
Apparently this Thursday is singles day. So what they say singles would do is go up to people and get their dirt on. I reckon people should make it confession day ;) so couples!! HOLD HANDS FOR THE WHOLE DAY! Otherwise you will get randomly confessed to.

SO! I reckon the rules should be:
1. Confess to anyone you feel something towards, but when confessing, make it clear how it is. ie. NO MISUNDERSTANDINGS [please]
2. If you want to get your dirt on, by all means get your dirt on :L
3. ......... I have no idea what the rules should be... umm how about everyone must be SUPER understanding on that day. You guys must understand that it isn't easy for the person,....

ok this isn't going to work huh?? It is almost like another Valentines day [almost forgot the name of the day haha] well... doesn't matter, being single is cool ;)

You can do what you want without the emotional roller coaster, you don't have the insecurities and you don't have restrictions ;)

BUT!!! Don't forget everything works best balanced.

Peace out.

[edit] it isn't actually a thing that we are gonna do [unless you feel obliged to do it on your own terms lools]

no title

PEOPLE WHO HAVE SOMETHING TO DO, DISREGARD THIS HORSE MANURE. I'LL TYPE BETTER STUFF LATER.



Well firstly, I couldn't think of a title, so I gave it a default one =]
Umm ok let me talk about what I was MEANT to say yesterday.

Ok, my grandma asked if I could go to the newsagents to get her the chinese newspaper, and since I was on a break and had a restless right leg I was like "ok". I thought I might spoil myself with something so I brought an extra $10s lol...[be patient - who would have known patient has two meanings... I didn't know...^^|]

Anyways, I got there right, and then the lady there knows me and she is like "Aww here comes my son in law!" and I was like huh?? who is she talking to? and I realise that she was talking to the other costumer about ME. So I was like ^^| hahah.... [funny] She asks how old I was and said nearly 18 and she is like..."no no she is like 7, too much of an age difference huh??" LOOOL T___T I am gonna get teased about this aren't I?? hahah *shrugs*

Anyways, I thought I'd buy myself a magazine that will entertain me, so I bought GQ - gentleman qualities. If you guys didn't know it isn't one of the mags that have half nude ladies on almost every page. In fact... they are mostly images of guys in cool ass clothes... ok.. now I sound gay ==" aiysh I think I shall shut up.

Anywho!! There is a few pages of some chick posing in some sort of swim suit and one page about junk.. BUT!!! the rest of it is good info... OK I don't know why I wanted to talk about this. I am not sure if this was what I wanted talk about anymore. Good info as in... no one will believe me huh... GO buy it then! haha [now I am an advertisement for the silly magazine]

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Well... I am on the comp and video hits is on right? I think the reason why I do not like some artists and their music is partly because of the ummm abundant amount of skin they show on the tv. Don't get me wrong, it is all good and all... but bleaugh to reality and hormonal boys! I have not a clue what I am saying...
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Well today I woke up at 830 to play squash. No car to drive so no driving for me =/ Umm You know how I play against my dad and his two friends right? I beat my dad first round, then I play one of his friends 9-0 [I won] and then had an epic 20mins of intense sprinting and diving [7-9] he won. Then another and got full owned 5-9.

Anywho! Soon they left and it was me and my dad. I won first round again, but second round it was his. Third round was nuts though. score - [2-2] we were stuck there for at least 15mins battling it out. There were many drop shots, sprinting back and forward, and in order to break the point drought I had to drive and slide against into the corner with my back. It was epic... it felt like something that came out of a movie (Y) in the end he won =( [oh wells it was good fun]

The end.

Happy 999

Well my dear friends. We have reached the peak. Reaching the 1000 is everyone's dream, but I guess it is too hard for me to pass. So I think I shall quit while I am ahead. I mean the bosses have 999999999 life points, and I need 999999999999999999 exp to get to 1000. It is waaaaay too hard T___T

=P

Anywho, I had something suuuuper interesting to talk about, but I forgot it because I went to tutor. So I thought of something else to say, and that is... YOU ARE human. Hmm... well I really want to organise something for assembly [secret =P] only two people should know... and thinking about it in the car got my heart pumping and I could see it working well =]

blaaaaahhh I wish I remember what I was going to write about =/ stupid memory. Umm tutor was not bad today. I don't normally write about my daily occurrences but these are special times [when I go home with a happy feeling from tutor]. Today... I played 2 hours of games 0o 1hr of dramas and 2/3 hrs on study? =/ I realised that getting band six for everything is sorta impossible. I mean.. I am bound to make a 5% error in my exams and then my ranking will pull me down say 10% =S I say 5% cos I WILL OWN THIS HSC! =D If not... I WILL OWN... YOU! [not academically of course =P]

This is bugging me... I wanted to write about something! >=(
*shrugs* OK, question for everyone!
"What defines and makes up a relationship?"

well... I thought about it and I reckon, I mean we all are realists here right? that umm rolling in the hay is a large part of the relationship. I mean there is so much one can talk about right?? Well, that is sort of wrong. For example my brother and his girlfriend. I don't get it... EVERY night, they call each other. Firstly, I think of "WHERE THE HECK DO THEY GET THE MONEY!? to pay for all the calls" and then I think of what the heck are they talking about?? How can someone have THAT much to talk about. [OK I believe I am going in circles, it maDe sense in my head before... I sort of understand.] The answer who what to talk about is... "just be random" right?


Another question. What constitutes whether or not you like a person? It sounds stupid but once you answer it, the answer may sound stupid =P Why? Well "You just do" is a ambiguous and invalid answer. Sure it is a feeling somewhere in your chest but you gotta say it and explain it! [like in essays =P] Umm if you say "She/he has a nice smile/body" that is sort of shallow?
THEN WHAT DO YOU WANT!? - you say
I say - I dunno ^^| for you to convince me of something.
what the heck is this something you speak of fool???
me - Something.. I do not know yet of

everyone - *gasp and shock and horror and =O*

Random much? THIS is how you keep talking in a relationship hahahah [I don't really know btw]

~ tell me your fears, let me scare them away
tell me your weakness, let me be your weakness
tell me you are unhappy, because I want to make you happy~

Wow super sadistic :L

I don't believe this =P

Guess what everyone?? I think wrote a decent essay that I am happy with! =] I hope it is good hahah. It also took me what 3 days... to write? 2 of those days I did other work =D I am pleased with myself [so don't cut me down... please =P]

mystery time!! *lottery noises*

- Baaaah!! I wish you continued your sentence and pointed it out!! Silly mongrel
- Aww it didn't turn out as I thought it would, but it was still a good morning ^^ coffee??
- Haha sorry about making it awkward... I tend to do it when I am happy.
- Wowee!! You are nuts! But good on you!! wanna spare 3 to give me?? ^^|
- Silly =P maybe you should practise throwing, and try make it look less scary... please?
- Hehe it happens, nothing to be embarrassed about.
- You make me smile =]
- You make me annoyed, I don't understand why you got to do that, are you trying to mock us? Or are you being a hypocrite? Bleaugh to you.

The end of mystery time =]

LOLS today's handball at lunch was epic. I felt like a real ninja hahha slipping and sliding everywhere =] it was heaps good. Need to work on my aim though. I think the thing I will miss second most is handball [first is friends]. I don't think many girls understand, but it is a good way of relieving stress. It shows you are a man cos you can tank the ball, and you get to show off your skills. In the end you get hot and sweaty =] that is all I care about. After getting hot and sweaty, the enzymes or something make you feel happy =] and it is all happy for me! [yup that didn't make sense, you aren't going crazy]

*Her eyes gleamed and he lips parted, showing her white set of teeth. Sparkling like her eyes she waved "good bye". The nature of her personality was very attractive. Glued like licking a poll in the snows, there was no turning back. His heart skipped.... and he died [not]

To be Continued.

It is late and I want to eat!!! =D

[edit] turns out my essay was only 681 words... how depressing hahah not to worry and extra... say 75 words to my two shorter paragraphs and I am aok ;) and add a little into my conclusion and intro, maybe spice my other paragraphs as well.. aiysh may as well start again huh? =P jks jks. bleaugh to studying! wooh to essays! jks.

Urasainaaaa

もうなんでおかさんはちょとうらさいんだ。いつもいつもぼくのことしんぱいくれる。べんきょうしたことができないのにもとはんさす。
もういとつがある。何でせいせきはそなにだいじものなの。ともたちはいつも「やだ！このせいせきはだめた」といて。でもぼくのことかんがいえないんだ。ぼくのせいせきはかれのせいせきよりわるいからもとクラプになった。でうがおれはなにもいわなった。せいせきわるいても。。。

Anyways! =] I have nothing to blog about. Good night!

Bwaah.. now school starts to get fun =] esp. in the breaks. Esp. when class gets to revision. I love the word revision! Why can't all my subjects get to the revision state already. Man... not much left to go... so much time needed. I am not going to pass 40 at this rate, however! Lucky for me there is no HSC after this so no need to stress so much. I believe I sat on this chair for...4hrs at least today. I reckon my ass cheeks will be molded into the plastic after HSC, and when I get fat and old [cos I am too cheap to buy a new one] I'll remember the HSC days and then throw it out cos I don't fit in it.

ANYWAYS!!!! one hr early but!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBERT Z, ROMAIN S and [anyone else start with R??] LISA N. I hope you all have an awesome birthday. Unfortunately only one of you guys can! I mean I can't spend time with you ALL at the same time :P OK that is it.

Master Nong out.

ps. I found out I am not crazy or hallucinating! Just dumb =P
Urasaina!!!

The farmer wants some...

I am sure you guys know about "The Farmer Wants a Wife" show? I saw .. 5 mins worth of the stupid program and have come up with... a theory? or something.

It is such a stupid concept. I doubt it is really "love" that they are gaining. These farmers are... were droughting [boys will understand I think] Basically, I believe these farmers are picking the prettiest/"hottest" girl and they just want to.. you know roll in the hay. I mean with in the first two weeks or so, the guy is kissing all the girls. Don't the girls care? Isn't that sorta like two timing.. but with 6 other ladies? and some how legal in the relationship books.

lols like the last girl remaining they were all "prettier" than the second last chick. The guy himself said "Blah and I have more in common, but Gup makes me laugh" ummm not exact words but something along the line. Don't get me wrong, love is possible, but i am very skeptical in this case. That's all. Also, one more, the chick is like "I like like you too" and they start making out... errrmm does this really happen?? Kissing has reduced to a less sacred thing, just a small sign of affection?? I understand pecking each other on the lips/cheeks... but full making out when you "like like" each other?? 0o it is all news to me. HSC's fault =P

Happy Father's Day! =]

LOLS yes yes I know I know, I should be up making my dad happy not be blogging but you must know I woke up at 7am to finish the card for him. hehe and stayed up till 1am. Not lack of sleep at all. *shrugs* he woke up so I am blogging lools I mean he isn't supposed to see the card lols. Umm after blogging we go squash ;) fun fun fun. Noooo we aren't gonna go squash my dad... play squash. You know the one with a racket and a crappy bouncing ball ? =] Anyways... happy fathers day dad and everyone else's dad =D

Anyways, I am not sure if I said this but Wendy! You know the tissues I gave you as I went under the demountables??? I want them back!! hahah jks.

~ I am not ready... my mind isn't anywhere. In fact, it is anywhere but here, there and where. ~

Yesters was a good and tiring day =] UNSW open day right? 3 lectures [was meant to be 4] umm saw so many Hurlstoners and many of my primary friends. Yup pretty much a majority of my primary friends... Hahah I think half of them didn't even recognise me though. One I suprised was like "OMG!~!!! *points at my eyes* OMG!! IT IS YOU!!! YOU HAVE CHANGED HEAPS!!!" and I am like... "0o errrr not really ^^| and yes hello" It is funny seeing old friends.

Oh yeah! I told the group [Ryan, thang, viv, vincent, dylan vincent belinda >< sorry if i forgot you] Well I saw my brother and his friends so I said hello, and the group was like "WOHA! you guys don't look alike at all" Hahah and that was pretty much it... And my brother tells me his friends think I look super old T__T no matter ;) after Monday I will look super young again ;P

How to look young: for males - get short hair females - tie up your hair
everyone - listen to up beat music and pump it!!! =DD

In order to look young, you gotta feel it first ;) so... DIE HSC!!!!!! I can't feel young with you in the way!!! ^^|

Anyways boys and girls! Have a great day =] wooh I love listening to Big Bang =D

Happy Days

Wow.. to be honest from yesterday to today, it has been a pretty decent.
Today I haven't laughed so much and so loud before. By much I mean over a period of a day, not in a short period of time till I kill my stomach.

Recess was time for photos with Tram, for birthday. LOL we all.. well most of us, changed into mufti/part mufti to take the picture, strange... but I like the idea =D umm for some reason I was happy to chat away today so the day seemed better than normal.

Umm at lunch David and I went high playing handball.. there was a point in time when I was crouching with tears in my eyes =P LOL Sopanna... don't worry I don't think it is that funny unless you get the low down and the history. Umm another was spending time with Wendy and MC in jap class. Normally I would be in my own world, but for once I partially participated on the gossip haha. Well it was partially because Leon stole my bag and belongings, so I wasn't able to study [but I stole Wendy's stuff anyways =P Thanks Wendy]

Hehe one more. On the train Courtney in yr 11 joined MC and chatted about something. Then Ryan came with his "magic" trick hahah. It was soo dodgey and so funny, because Courtney didn't seem to understand that she was fooled [ok... the way I put it sounds like poo in your cereal but it was seriously funny... well I thought it was..]

Then I got home to find my brother and his gf at home watching movies. They were being super nice because I have the HSC [in the family] and yeah. It was nice of them [for once]. But after they watched 2 movies I felt very unmotivated to do english [no reason in particular] so I did physics instead. A whole day on physics... well 3/4 of a night.

One more stone I jumped today. I showed my exam marks to my mum... she thought they were ok!!! =O I told her what I thought, and she thought I was depressed [which I sorta was about my exams but I ain't gonna stop there] so she tried to console the already pumped me [make sense?] and yeah.

WOOH! I am starting to get into Korean music - though I don't listen to music much lately. Upbeat and motivating ;) but still, best music is Emmy Rossum's =P it is closest to classical without getting on my nerves, testing my patience.

I have made a second list of things I want to do after HSC.

I reaaaaaaaallllllllyyyyyy like the colours in the Ikea booklet. I like the designs and it is the stuff I am gonna use when I renovate my house. Lots of colour and basic designs. My house is so plain, the colours are dull. I want a room that just, when you walk into it, refreshens you and motivates you do just do something active and productive. Ie. an orange room? ;) the misses [mrs] wouldn't be happy huh?


Sorry about this horribly plain and boring blog, but I just felt like writing this down because of my faulty memory =]

Strange day

This isn't really interesting, it is only to jog my own memory when I read this. So you guys can totally zone out and not miss anything =]

Well today 3/09/09, the a strange thing happened. Very random... [nb to self: read book] Tutor was the opposite of postponed... so preponed!? haha lols.. it changed from Saturday to today right, and I was dreading showing him my english marks. I mean they aren't even decent to look at. You look at them and then you feel pain. It is that bad =/ very disappointed but I give up being disappointed. "No point moping around" - tutor

Well I he wasn't raging but disappointed and frustrated at my exams, in many ways [however mostly in me] LOLS BUT!! keep in mind I thought I would full rage if he raged at me lols. Don't worry it is complicated *shrugs* but it ended up a confident boosting and motivating lesson. So yeah - strange strange.

That's all folks.

Kimetanda.

Aiysh what horrible few days. I don't even remember.. today is a.. TUESDAY! lols. Does anyone know what happened yesterday? This sleeping for 8 hrs is killing me ==" I wake up so brain dead, and I get tired so easily. Maybe more physical activity... but no time for tricking =/
I am sure readers know there are a heck of a lot of stuff I want to do after HSC, but I want to add to it. I want to create a anime vid? ... how do I explain this? You know how they made the film "Caroline"? or do clay clips? they take a picture then change the thing, then take another picture. I want to draw something using that concept ;)

I have been slightly converted. Listening to a lot of korean songs. Though it used bug me, it doesn't seem to now. Blah haha all I can think of how strange I am. *shrugs* Let's not talk about me. How about you?

Procrastination is killing me. The only procrastination I have is searching for something to do. For example: I get up from my seat walk around my house and look through the pantry
mum: "Are you hungry?"
me: "Mmm... *looks down at stomach asking it if it is hungry - no reply* not really" *goes back to desk and studies*

Hahaha if I were looking from my mum's position I'd be thinking "What a retard! haha"

STUDY!!!!!! [talk to myself like usual]

[edit]:

~ it isn't that I don't want to be found... It is just that...
The people who know me well should know where I am =] - in the clouds
ごかいしないでくれよ

warate ;) Who doesn't love these abs of steel!!! *points at Dylan's stomach and aims a punch at them. Ends up punching his pecs*
Obviously my hand completely rebounds "Who doesn't love those pecs!?" LOLs...
I don't know how that was meant to be funny 0o How about I tell you a deep dark secret. I use to sleep with my bottom up LOOOL ^^|