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30 August 2009

Adventure nostalgic of the past

Yup as the title says, I just had an experience that reminded me of my youn'un days. To beat around the bush, I was in the back of the van lying down whilst my dad drove from home to Auburn then back to home.
LOLs yes I know it is illegal for me to be in there but =P too bad.

Ok:

In the Past -
When we were younger me and my brothers would hop into the van and travel to my dad's warehouse. If you guys don't know there are only 3 seats in a van. One driver and 2 passengers. Anyways, after a while we grew too big so all three of us would have to jump into the back without being uncomfortably close to each other. Whilst traveling in the van, I was scared that people would see us and report my dad, so I pretended to be a manikin or a statute. But it wasn't very smart because the van was moving, therefore, so was I, and when there was a big enough bump I'd go flying to the other side or something because I was too busy being a statue and not holding on to something.

Hahaha I remember one time, me and my brother's would try to stay upright for the longest without holding onto anything. Then suddenly someone farts. [My brothers love farting] blaming on each other my brothers would shout, then realise I am all quiet [I swear I didn't do it]. They both look at me and then one of them laughed so hard, when the van hit a bump he hit his head on the roof of the van. Turned out it was my older brother ^^| who farted and hit his head [I mean he was the only one big enough to hit the roof =P

Present -
Well, today went to get a bbq from mum's friend. It was $80 or something apparently cheap for the quality. So went there, but I was alone in the van today, lying down because I know I am way too big for it. When we got the bbq it was... let's say disappointing. *shrugs* My dad didn't want to take it from them but mum paid already so couldn't do anything about it. To be honest it was pretty shabby... Well my dad was telling my mum and saying how crap it is, and I know mum was being stubborn about how crap it was. It isn't THAT crap, I mean it isnt an open oil drum with wood inside and a metal grill on top haha, but i reassure you it isnt.... yeah.

Well in the van I kept quiet, in fear that I'd make my mum feel more guilty [I really wanted to tell her we shouldn't get it] but oh wells. Anyways, the bbq was slipping in sliding in the van, so I held onto it and the gas tank. It was an adventure. Haha that van is dangerous too. The walls had screws ends pointing out, so when I leaned my head onto the wall I felt a sharp pain. It was good training.

The end of story time =]

29 August 2009

Oh my 0o

Alright boys and girls, we jap studying people have done our first HSC assessment. It wasn't anything to be worried about [compared to bloody english] but it was still nerve racking. The people were super nice, and right before the exam it was REALLY quite. So quiet that I could hear a person speak, through a wall. Mmmm... how did it go? To be honest.. I am not sure. I really would have liked to have done better because I know I made a few mistakes and it wasn't my best speaking. But it is done.

Right after that =] we [david, angela, jenny, minh chau and wendy] decided to have dinner together. "Sorry Uzzi" to iite, mc wa. =P Hmm I crashed David's house after dropping everyone off, and then had a shower, got software and music. Had a well deserved and decent conversation with David =] Then went to pick up the girls and went to eat at Malano? The pork was bloody fantasic!

Before I continue... I still need to kill someone. ==" Wendy called me earlier, right before meeting up with the group at the station, saying " You have to bring the letter otherwise you can't do the exam." and I was on the verge of swearing and exploding. Crouching, I was about to cry ==" Then she tells me it was a joke T___T not cool.

LOL but by the time we had dinner, we had so much fun I completely forgot about it. Till next time *to be continued* lols. But I haven't enjoyed myself as much as today in a long long while, despite the fact that I said little... I had fun =] Thanks.

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memory and a tongue.
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YEAH BABY!!!!! =DDD I am now SUPER SUPER SUPER HAPPY! loools Thanks to David's magnificent software that he gave me today I am able to now rip dvds. Also, thanks to Ryan for his portable dvd drive =] *puff* I don't think it is time to be watching dramas yeah...?? /= blah stuff you stupid hsc.

28 August 2009

Frustration

Okie dokie.
Well ok, guys quick question. Have you been so pissed before you just wanted to hit the girl who made you pissed? loool I confess twice. They are bad thoughts I know, but I can''t help it but just feel really annoyed and want to say or do something. But then I would like it to be aok right after it is over, like with guys.. Girls tend to linger on it and get all ... you know =="

Anyways, I today have held in my frustration and anger [sort of] twice today. Pretty good I reckon. The f word did slip out of my mouth once... but hey.. I am sure if my mouth said everything my head said... everyone would be, hmm... blasted away hahah

Well at least I learnt my lesson from last time ^^| 1. Don't punch walls. 2. Don't get annoyed at anyone. 3. Secret.

LOL!!! Thang haha dude it is aok, you didn't really give me the cut on my hand. It was getting better, and the scab was coming off, but then at handball.. maybe I hit it too hard? or clenched my fist too hard and it reopened lols. I accidentally skinned my knee. Pssht nothing to be able to show off hahaha felt good in the shower though. Woke me right up ^^

Bleaugh. To this day. I say 'good day!'. =]


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"You are like a bouncy ball, you bounce right back up when you hit the bottom. "
"But what happens when I stop bouncing?"
"well you are either dead, or I'll be here to give you a hand and bounce you again"

27 August 2009

Me and my glasses....

Well something sparked a thought about my history with glasses. =]
Here goes:

Year 3 - I got glasses. It was horrible looking ones. Granny ones [I am sure many have seen it before... because it is still around!! =="]
yr4 - I realised that these glasses were gaining unnecessary attention [big euphemism] so I got new ones. Within half a year, they decided to break [or get lost]
Ok to be honest, I can't remember how many pairs of glasses I have been through.
I can tell you I have dropped one in Ag in the pebbles and someone stepped on them [probably me] broken and then I tried to superglue it together. Another, I left at China while shoe shopping... I took my glasses off to wipe my face left it on the seat to pick up the bags and left. 4 hrs later I was swearing so much in my head and scolding myself for losing what probably would have been.. my 6th pair.

Yup I am very forgetful, and a waste of money =p
LOL the one before this ... was not entirely my fault... at David's house, I put it [my glasses] on the table, then Leon [his younger brother] came out and was being hyperactive like always. Anyways, he turns around and sees my glasses. So he decides to pick up, twist it and break it. *puff* maybe I am not meant to wear glasses xP

Yup... and I told this story on prefect camp loool. So the prefects tend to keep their glasses either on or far away from me :L

The End.

Why is it that, no matter what I do... I can never seem to get it right??

Hmmm... the sky is grey and the wind blow, the world is tumbling.
Actually =P it has been super blue sky all week.. pretty much, but the weather has been pretty much screwed up.

Well! I have been in such a daze today something happened that shouldn't have happened. After physics [last period] I was busting so I gave my bag to Jenny and ran to the toilet. When I was done, I forgot to pull up my pants so when I started to run for the train, it fell to the ground, and my undies were showing =P

No. What really happened was I went to the toilet and ran to the station. By the time I caught up with her, we were at the bottom of the stairs. Then I realised that I didn't have my folder. I was like S#@%@$^%#%YY^#@$@!$@#$ [sorta]. So, once again I gave my bag to Jenny and ran back to the room, thinking I left it in physics. Running up there was ok, I wasn't that puffed. My legs started to tire, my shoes started to get heavier and breathing was starting to get difficult. By the time I got to the room, it was like everything was in slow motion. Mr Robson looked at me, I looked at him and he asked me "Wwwwhhhhaaaaaaatttt ddddddiiiiiiiidddddd yyyyyyooouuu.. leave behind". I checked if my folder was there and it wasn't! So I was like "MmmmmYyyyyy folder". He replied with a light "Maybe someone nicked it." So I figured someone had it.

Puffing, I ran ALL the way back to the station. This time, my legs ached, my breath was short and my shoes felt like a tonne. My shoes weren't made to be ran in... being basically clown shoes on my feet, the laces getting loose a huge stack was inevitable. Running passed a few people, the canteen and almost over the small brick wall. I jumped over, only for my shoes to clip the wall. Tumbling and smashing my head on the concrete. Blood was everywhere.... and I died. LOL =P [jks] I ran back to the station. Up the stairs and just in time before the train doors closed.

It was not over. I went in and found my folder. Then I asked who took it... later I found out that I gave it to Thang before I went to the toilet. [pssstt.. I still don't remember] But yeh... my lungs felt... pretty bad. It is as if someone used sandpaper and scraped it against my lungs. The souls of my feet were cramping and all I could think of was how light headed I had become. I could feel the blood rushing from my face, my heart pumping faster than the chatter of the train carriage causing all thoughts to have vanished from the already empty head. Horrible.

To be honest, it has happened twice. The other time when I had to run to the cottage and back... it was further.. I was puffing till warrick farm I think hahaha. Maybe I am that unfit... but when I exercise my lungs don't hurt that much... So I decided it was due to lack of adrenalin so yeah =] my day was as GREAT as that. lols

25 August 2009

Happy Birthday Jamie =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!!

You are now 18 years of age =] having great power means having great responsibility ;)
You control everything in your hands [not literally but close to] so go out there and stay happy =]





Well. That's all I have to say haha. I can't think of anything but being frustrated at the power plug on the "portable" dvd drive lool. The connection is bad so the power won't go through properly. I either have to stand there for 30mins hold it without moving, or find some other way to make it work...

Anyways, random piece of information. As I went to search for my long lost mighty weapon of destruction - the letter opener [that isn't even sharp], I found a rock in my drawer. No, it is no ordinary rock. Not some silly rock found on the floor after tripping on it, smashing my head open and then cursing it for life to stay by my side. No. Not that sort of rock. loool It was a piece of the great wall of China 0o. No joke. When I went to Shang Hai, we visited Beijing on the way, and walked/climbed the great wall. There were lots of loose rocks here and there. So as a reminder that I HAVE left Australia I brought home a HUGE rock sign saying "Great Wall of China" in Chinese. LOL

Of course that isn't true. It was just a small piece of loose concrete found on the wall. But yeah.. brings back memories... like how my older brother vomited on the wall and took pictures. Trust me the walk was as bad as mount Kosciusko. I think it was steeper. I mean all it was were steps. Large steps that just kept going up and then suddenly down. My brother pushed himself too far so he vomited. I am sure some of you guys have experienced it. I for sure have loool. ie. Athletic carnival, swimming carnival *2, bike riding, jogging. the list goes on and on =]

23 August 2009

yumm..




Hehe alright boys and girls, I have been busy all weekend and haven't had anything I wanted to blog about, but here I go ahead, blogging about random stuff ^^|

Ok firstly, Friday was great - city [standing next to metal people was fun =P]
Saturday - it was enlightening, and a very long day. Tutor in the morning after sleeping at 12am the night before. Then waking up to go tutor at 9am and then Rice rally from 2 to 11. lols.. it wasn't THAT long but went there early to have dinner and walk around.
Allie and Angela had a plan to give food to the homeless. I thought, at first, it was a crazy idea... but they were serious! They made cupcakes/muffins [can't tell the difference], bought poppers, apples and strawberries. We when through the park got fully rejected by a lady, but when we went and found the next person they were really grateful. I believe we made 6 people happy that day. They were very nice about it, and it made me smile =] (inside)

Umm the rally itself was different to what I thought it would be. I met up with lots of friends [that I don't normally hang out with] and yeah =] it was a enlightening night.

ANYWAYS! On Friday I was given Atashinchi no danshi. I have watched 3 episodes and I am in love already =] Horikita Maki is super cute. You gotta watch it and find out. I think I shall steal this dvd hahaha but maaaaaaan she is reaaaallly cute. Not just the face. I mean she is really pretty but her personality in the drama.. *slobber* haha ^^|

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Mystery session! =]

- I want you to think your thoughts through, feel your emotions and understand them. Stop complaining and just do it. There are two ways I can deal with you. Be nice about it and let it slide, or scold you and give you boundaries.

- Oh word. You have grown =] You are an awesome person. Just thought I'd let you know. ...[or not know hahaha]

- Silly person. You are important. You are worthy. You just can't open your eyes to see that. Personally, I think if you weren't so clueless you would have found it earlier.

- BAAAHH!! Why be so pretty for! Why don't I know you?? T___T Oh wells. I'll probably never see you again, but you made 10 minutes of waiting really enjoyable. ahah

- Walow dai lou. Cute. One word =] Thanks for sticking up for me. hehe

- Yes... I believe you enjoy to make life awkward. As pretty as you are, and smart as you are, life around you is way to stressful ^^| Till a day I can deal with you looool.

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Waaah Horikita Maki. I ... I'll save that for another day ;)


"Close your eyes and breathe for a minute. Listen. Hear it and you will understand."


Anyone want to donate me $300 dollars for me to spend on clothes??? =D
I thought not. Aiysh... what happened to "it is only money"? *shrugs* =]

20 August 2009

*yawn*

Well, boys and girls, I didn't end up sleeping right after school. Oh wells. BUT!!! Good news, trials are over ;] the bad news is... WHAT TO DO NOW!! T___T

All types of procrastination during exam period doesn't seem as appealing when we aren't in exams. Well after school it was a slow start, anime then to the long awaited Nodame Cantabile. I had 2 more episodes to go. However, each episode is like 2hrs because it is a special... I don't know how to explain it. I feel so out of it =P

I want to sleep, but I know I won't get to sleep straight away. Not used to it yet. What a very boring and grammatical blog! Wasn't it better when there were lots of grammatical mistakes? I liked it when there were PLENTY of grammatical mistakes =P

LOL!! One story to tell =P or two ^^|

Ok, Sarah just left the train at Fairfield and then this Lebanese kid comes and sits in front of me. Not facing me of course but right in front of me, when there were PLENTY of vacant seats. [I don't know why people do that, it always freaks me out... remind me to tell you guys about the Korean guy] Anyways, when it gets to Yanora he starts stripping! lool he had like three layers [NO I was not checking him out. Btw he had a mullet that went passed his collar it was funny ... at the time] Anyways he takes all these layers off [school uniform] and then chucks on a random red soccer jersey shirt thingo. loool typical lebs man. Seriously, the only sports they like are rugby and soccer. loool.. [that wasn't as interesting as I thought it would be]

Story 2: [attempt 2 =P]
I get off at my station, and I see girly boy [later to be named Bell boy].
Ok our history:
- When I seem to be late and run from the house to the station, he is behind me. Like as in when I come right out, he is about to pass my house, then I run and lose him [he is walking by the way]. When I arrive at the station I have like 50 or so seconds before the train. I turn around and there I see him. Walking with his guitar, Macquarie Fields uniform and with the clip in his hair. Yes a girl clip... hence the girly boy.

Anyways, today I saw him, and we were walking the same direction. I was taking my time, because I had ALL the time in the world [sorta]. I mean I just finished exams, I like to enjoy the scenery while I walk. Well, as I walk he always tries to walk in front of me Oo Like I'd walk normally then he'd rush to walk in front, and every time he took a step the bells attached to his bag kept ringing [hence known as Bell boy] It happened at least 3 times. So I slowed down and then he took his time! What the ==" what a butt in the face loool

Story 3: [another failure story]
Korean guy. It is late on the train... I think 10pm? or close to 11pm. There is no one on the train carriage but me. Fairfield arrives and one guy gets on. Out of the three levels of the carriage he chooses the one that I was in, the bottom. And of all the seats he could sit in, he chooses the one right behind me. I was full freaked out, ready to smash this guy with my phone and fists, if he starts something.
I could feel his disgusting breath against my hair. He was breathing pretty hard for not reason ==" His phone rings and then I realise he is a Korean. So I was a little more relaxed, knowing he is an asian, and Koreans tend to be crazy only when provoked. While he was talking, once again, his breathe of strong AND it smelt! Far out... of all the seat =/

When I gladly got off the train, I looked at the train, and saw sparks coming out of the top part of the train lines. [the part where the wires touches the bars for electricity...] It was the most dodgy train I have ever been in... and it was a millennium.. Even tin bashers are better 0o.

That's all folks. I'll type up something much more interesting another day =]
TO THE HAY SACK! AKA, the bed. Another long blog? =S

19 August 2009

One more!! T___T

If I am meant to be doing everything grammatically [crap spelt grammar wrong haha] and punctually correct does that mean I can't use emoticons? =( hehe too bad.

ok ok.

Well I feel like I am gonna explode. One more exam and I am temporarily free! =P Yes yes, argue that we are really never free... But remember everything is relative ;] Well I started today with a bang. Being the nong I am, I didn't see the timetable properly and assuming I had maths in the morning I went to school nice and early. Bright as the sun *cough*. Arriving at school I ask where everyone was, only to be smashed in the face with the fact that we had our exam in the arvo.

Lame =/ Staying up till 1am to study, because I was freaking out, then waking up early so I don't miss the train. =( and then arriving at school, only to study for another... 4 hrs? ="( Something like that. But it turns out Leon K [lols inside jk...] is a very good distraction. Procrastination was not difficult feet to achieve. But never the less, the numerous questions spurred us to continue onto our magical journey towards certain death. The pain was unbearable... I just had to sleep. I wanted to sleep, but Leon yelled and scolded, I was left with the option of continuing the study.

Anyways, recess came, played volleyball for 5mins and then got falconed in the head with it [by someone else] and then went back to study. By the time it was lunch we only had a matter or minutes to complete our training. It was time! 12:45pm We all walked to the very damning place haunted us until we finished this 2hr exam. When we got there, our patience was tested waiting in anxiety to complete this mission.

When I got inside... everything from there gets hazy and dark. I'll describe the mood though. You can feel the energy. The stress has dissipated and everyone was in fight or flight mode. But everyone was ready to fight. Not willing to give in to this damned evil. After noting the mood, my conscious mind fell asleep, and my subconscious took over. As if the main pilot was shot and dead, and the supporting, second in command, took the reigns and flew and sawed liked a bird.

LOOOL hows that for a epic day? =P


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Emotions on happiness were imprinted one everyone's faces and everyone went home.

The end.

On the train... it smelt bahah but I tend not to complain about it, and everyone left I fell into a deep deep sleep after I ate my apple. Then suddenly a young handsome .... Yeaah.. it didn't happen =P Well I was resting got off at my station and went home.

I was reaaaallly [super typo =P] shocked when American Dragon was not on =( I mean yesterday it ended with a super bang =/ Ok yesterday they fight the most evil dragon with all the old farts [the other dragons] and the evil dragon is super powerful. Anyways, the dragons combined could not kill the evil one so Jake [the american dragon *theme music*] calls upon the dragon slayer he fell in love with yonks ago. But she was brain washed so that she was safe from harm and forgot about her dragon slaying days. She some how remembered by a photo and then owned the evil dragon. The temple at where they were attacked turned into a vortex and the girl was stuck under a pillar. Jake heroicly rushes in to save her only to be grabbed by the evil dragon's tail. Stuck, they try as hard as they can to rush out. The girl uses her super and uber weapon to cut the tail off and they squeeze through the vortext to reality.

Then it ends with the girl kissing him... on the lips!!! =O [but cartoon style. ie. no detail or anything.. just two heads bumping into each other.] I almost cried =P hahah

Aww it is the only show I look forward to when I come back from school. Now there is dodgey Ying and Yang which is funny but not as good =/ Then there is "Teen Titans!" *theme song* [random japs singing in english... still sounds jap =P] my 2nd fav cartoon after school.

Anyways! How's THAT for grammar? =P Wooh second half without mistakes ;)
I believe I am meant to be studying japanese, for tomorrow at the moment. So! Just another hour of blogging.

bhaha reminds me of Jake's grandpa [refering to american dragon *theme song*] he is known as "G" as in Gee"
G- "Now I am blogging" [a computer screen]
Jake - "Uhh you are meant to type something to be blogging"
G - "What am I meant to type?"
J - "Type about your day, what you feel."
G - " Oh ok" *hears typing* it says

'hungry'

G - "I fail to see the fun in this blogging."

LOLOL If you didn't laugh.. I laughed for you that is why =P
Alright to the studeeassium! See it has ass like assignment or assessment. The person who made up these words know they are a pain in the ass to do =]

17 August 2009

okie dokie mr pokie

no i dont normally say that ^, but i think it a lot =]

OK! 2 exams to go! and I am getting psyched to get out of trials exam block. I just wanna go shopping or movies or something.. just stay away from studies! But 3u is in the way, and so is jap. But i am more scared for 3U than jap. =(

You know I reckon I will forget everything I learnt from trials period. Seriously, I have the worse memory and remember only the most stupid things.. Oh btw, Adam, even your card trick thing... I didn't even remember to think about it in the exam.... strange =/ Yes I hate forgetting... but sometimes it is good =] I know... and this is definite... that after HSC I will forget everything i studied for. I guarantee you that if I do not practice my jap or watch Jdramas I will forget すべて..
it is quite sad.

Anywho, can someone varify for me how long a person can stand being curious without being satisfied with the knowledge, causing this curiousity? I mean, I am trying to respect his/her wishes... but DAMN I just wanna know. lols. Not really... I can control my mind @.@
I hope ^^|

Anyways.. I don't have much to say at this point in time.

By the way, Jamie what season are we in now?? =P

16 August 2009

Nothing good happens after 2am [for HIMYM fans]

Guess what.. You prolly dont care but i stayed up till 2ish. Watching you know what ;) NO not PRON [minh chau] i know you were thinking that.
The Mexican.
Julia Roberts and Brad Pitt.
it is like comdey/action/romance.
I can see that Mr and Mrs Smith is similar, with the subtle jokes and everything.
JUST watch it. I guarantee you, you will come out liking it more than you came in.

it was about a man in deep s*** [some mafia thing] umm he has to retrieve a gun from mexico. There are many problems that arise, esp with his girlfriend being in the way. The girlfriend [julia roberts] becomes a hostage and brad pitt is made to take everything on the chin and the face.. [literally] umm.. anymore and i'll spoil it.
"I have to shoot you"
"Why do you have to shoot me for? cant you tie me up even more?!"
"i have no more rope"
"so because you have no rope you have to shoot me?"
"That's the American way" *twirls his gun and drops it* "where do you want it?"
"in the leg. NO NO! the leg has arteries i might die!"
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"ok, ready after three. 1" *BANG*

LOLS heaps good =P

The reason why I stayed up so late was cos i wanted to watch it. I mean the last time i wanted to watch i had to go to be at 11/12 ... it wasnt even half way =(. i got most of the jokes the 2nd time round ;) lols... Yes i am slow ^^|

[another boring part?]
OH and roger dodger. It was really smart i thought. It was about a smooth talking guy who made men look like objects. His life revolves about sex lols.. anywho, he gets dumped by his lover and his nephew wants to learn bout luuuurve, and how to get a girl...
This uncle of his smuggled him to bars picking up 2 chicks [pretty ones might i add] and NO, there was no sex. BASICALLY!!! the moral of the story was to be yourself and not be a douche like the uncle who thinks guys are utilities made for sex and lifting heavy objects. Also, that girls like sensitive and real men, not up themselves, powerful boss men who just want sex. the nephew didnt get laid, and all was happy in the end.

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After last night, I questioned what is so trivial about sex. I mean, we are curious beings.. and apparently it feels good, but I swear there is more to life than sex =/ right?? Well no one is gonna bother arguing that, cos hardly anyone reads it all and replies. I don't think anyone can be bothered hahah [I know I wouldn't, unless I am obessed with the person or it is really short]
So yeah....

I seriously think I blog too much for a yr 12 =P

15 August 2009

Another day of tutor or is it?? ;)





Righteo, I went to tutor.. when I specifically told my mum I didn't need it. I mean I am in the middle of trials... and all I need is just practice which I can do at home right? Well anyways, it would be rude to cancel so I went and my brother went last night. Umm anyways, I went mum drove right? After it, mum drove to para. Do you guys know the road that is a super steep hill? It is near westfields, and the car park. Pitt Street? Near there.

Anyways, I was scared of that. I mean there are soo many cars there, and I drive a manual. I am not that confident in balancing with the car. Balancing means - while your left foot is on the clutch, and your right on the breaks [so the car doesnt roll down], in order to move forward or not roll back you gotta quickly release your right foot from the breaks, and step on the accelerator. You have to step on the accelerator enough while your left foot releases the clutch half way. [if you dont do that you will roll back, car will rev, and you will crash] lols...
yeah.. that is why i was scared... it takes some practice =/

Anywho I drove from after that. Got to Merrylands... and at the lights, it turned green, and i stalled the car. Some friking car was going so fast seriously.. ==" I was like "SH*T!!! that was close!" Then I saw cars almost crash 2 times today. Like very close calls =/ Talking about crashes! haha last night, my family and I heard a car going super fast, in the road next to our street, then breaking really hard and crashing hahah guess what they did? They just drove off! lol! I hope they had a super nice car and seriously trashed it.

Any who. let me introduce someone who I reckon is cute.

name: Selena Gomez
I saw her on disney Wizard show or something lols.
I reckon she is cute, but I reckon holiwood will ruin her like Hannah Montana [However you spell it] They seem decent people sometimes.. but seem really snobby every other times. Hahah so yeah. Thats all.

14 August 2009

happy 199

I am strange... I do not celebrate the significant things as much as I enjoy the less significant. Yeah.. I am weird =P I thought you guys would have known by now hahah well I guess I could reason with the fact that I am seriously a black sheep in my family [don't get me started girlfriend] lols...

Anyways... all my life the less significant things are seemingly more important than the actual ones... or something or rather. That train of thought left. Damn you short term memory and distractions .

ummm... Well I am feeling bloody drained.. and it seems that I enjoy swearing 0o... or close to. I do not know if this makes sense.. You guys have to deal with it for tonight.

RIGHT~ I'll shut up. nights

13 August 2009

I am a human too!! a SUPER human!! =D

PSHT this feeling of achieving some decent knowledge will dissipate tomorrow...

anywho, I wanted to ask you guys if you say "I love you" to your parents or siiblings.

For me I would occasionally say "I love you" to my mum, wait.. I'll rephrase that.. I TEXT my mum... that.. I dunno, it feels really strange. Someone forced me to text my mum that at first, and then it got into a habit sort of.

saying i love you to my brothers or dad is a little... awkward. I mean i call my brothers by their names not "hey brother" or "hey bro" ... how do you expect me to say "I love you". The gestures I show my love are the small stuff [thanks to a certain someone =="] like... I kiss my rents and grandma goodnight and good bye. helping out etc.

so if you do not say I love you... how do you show your love?? Do they KNOW you love them??


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mmm you know... over this exam period, I have noticed that I eat smaller meals but more frequently... like I believe... I had... [breakfast, morning tea, recess, lunch, afternoon tea, dinner, snacks and supper] BAHAHA 8 meals!! hahaha but small lols. like i'd take 4-6 big bites. or one sandwhich eat meal. or something liek that.. there is no really comparrisson but the real thing..

ok my head is going mushie.. i think it is a sign for me to sleep =] nights
once again happy bday anne =] i hope you had a decent day, despite the damn exam [lols super alliteration] ok... i think it is time for me to hit the hairy hay huh... bah humbug :LOL

Happy birthday Anne

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNE!!!! I hope you get all you wish for well at least one wish that comes true. Cos all wishes is a little unfair =P

i wish all my dreams came true ^^|

BAH! ENGLISH DONE!!
not physics T___T sooooo screwed...
more than english. horrible =(


I want these trials to END!! So we can party, and go out and NOT STUDY! >=(
lols @ thang who wanted to not go onto facebook till november.
It is do able, I just don't want to do that.. =P Thang will steal my poker money and my mafia things again =P He'll prolly twist it to "I didn't go on MY account, just yours" maybe... =P I could twist it ;) and use his instead =P Unfortunately he reads this blog =P....


Ok, today leaving school i got onto the train that didnt go to guildford, so i got off at cabra. Getting onto the train i see the luxury seat. I believe I blogged about it before =] it was a seat missing and a huge gap between the seat and the next one after it... it is hard to explain
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i sat..here

haha, well i didnt sit there today. But it was good to see the luxury seat once more =]
OK anon time!!

how it works - YOU reply as "anon" or "random"
and the question is:
1. Do you like someone?
2. Does someone like you?

hmm should i trust you guys and believe that every anon is a different person?? =(
ok i believe there are 15 people reading. IF there is an extra Ima track you down and gobble you up!! =]
so sample answer -
1. no, I've got HSC that's why you mother F***truck
2. Yes, I am just that physic ==" and that HANDSOME muahahah sif, anyone would like me hahah

alright boys and gals, I ask you little profanity and have a good day(s)

hungry .... *grumble*

11 August 2009

if

If I told you everything will be alright - would you believe me?
If I said that you aren't as bad as you think - would you consider my words?
If I say it doesn't really matter - would your life fall apart?

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hmmm sleepy nights? =P

well.... emm jap speaking was horrible.
i was gonna have an introduction to WHO i was... but then i AM meant to be anonymous :L Thanks boys and gals *points to chat box* ->

umm too tired to type anything.
nope. i gots nothing. anyone want to tell me what to write??

OH!! ONE THING

HAIR CUT! - AFTER TRIALS

type? and example? help??
short or long
and a googled image and link or picture would be awesome
THANKS =]

10 August 2009

wow very devoted readers

hehe wow... the day I put the counter up i get about 80 reads. 40 being me.. but like wow.. 40 views not bad =P

I don't really have much to say but DIE ENGLISH! Though I didn't not like as much as I thought I would... baaah I am procrastinating.. apologies about this retarded blog.. I seriously don't have much to say 0o.

Well today after exams, played handball.. was I was going high for some reason.. mixed with stress of course =] and then joined the yr 8 girls with the volleyball. It was fun and scary at the same time. They all look so fragile.. so spiking was a no no. However, I did attempt once... and failed due to the lack of training... hit a girl.. but on the thighs [WITH THE BALL] by accident. [i was aiming for Robert =D] Anywho, she was aok, and it was fun =] they don't get senior jokes.. so I sound like an idiot when i do joke with them. "Next time you play I'll put on a wig and get into a dress and play vball with you guys yeah?" ... *blank stare* I turn around and smash the ball into Robert's face, breaking his nose, and making lose 12 teeth. It was so bloody but the girls thought it was fun, so they trampled his face. Soon they were covered in bloood.... LOL yeah... it isn't true as you can tell =]

umm... That's all folks. OH! btw channel 99 GO! - new station is up and ATOM!! [simpson lovers will understand] up and away** and it was for you kids ;) teenagers. stuff.. pretty cool.. but the theme music is quite annoying :L i hope they dont play it that much

messages:

- hmm I worry about you,.. but hey it is your life, you live it and tell me how it works out for you. I mean I don't control you. Though your intentions are decent, your goal is confused. That is my concern and there is where you may faulter. But in the end I know it'll be aok. Good luck young padawan.

07 August 2009

5 msgs for different 5

- You are my smile on a boring day. The smile that appears when you are around. Not a laugh, not a giggle but a smile. Only a smile but nevertheless, a smile. So thank you, and continue to be my smile. It is one of the small things I look forward to in my day -

- How horribly you may have mistaken this. I don't know how you think, or what you think... but at the moment you are... You must understand. It is difficult-

-My dear friend, you need to take a breath. Not just an exhale or inhale, but a mental breath. For me I meditate, but you don't do that. So just close your eyes, and let your breathing take you to places. Acknowledge those thoughts, and then dismiss them. Clear your mind, and then you will truly see what is real -

- I understand... Why? because I have been through it all. Maybe not completely and exactly, but I know what it is like. Not to worry.. as long as you don't do anything stupid, it'll be aok. But if you catch it early then you will benefit even more. It is whether or not you are smart enough to take in advice and turn them into actions. Rebutting my advice will not take you anywhere. -

- DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!! ! >=( STUPID. why do you have to ruin everything. Look what you are doing to everyone and everything involved. YOU are a waste. Esp, a waste of paper :L -

that's all folks.
can't study!!!! =O too much maths in my head. no english floating near by.

06 August 2009

Just about =]

last chance to blog before exams.
okie dokie to the mr pokie sitting in the lokiemokie [train]

loools... this blog is not to be read unless you are not in yr 12.

ummm ok just boring update
sleep - I don't feel like I sleep, it is as if i close my eyes and the next moment I wake up to shower and go to school. Strange huh? The day I am most tired during the day, I am very awake at 12:30am at night.. I guess I was depleting my reserves, that was why I reluctantly went to bed =]

o00o mum's bday was a mid-success considering i did 2hrs of maths half way through, helped my brother with his jap speaking task and had a very loud family/atmosphere. it was ok... i dont think i will ace my 2u paper though.. well i can almost gaurentee that =/ no amount of practise will allow me to get 100% ever.

study - my attitute ... sometimes it is =O *pulls out hair* and internally goes nuts... but I just for some reason don't freak out. I mean 91.75 atar isnt that high.. but at this rate i dont think i can make it sadly.. or can i?? if i could slack off now.. i would... but i dont know.. anyone want to tell me?? [though the consiquences are that if you get it wrong you lose... in life >=D] but for some reasons i can relax and study hardcore without the stress.. wooh. thanks to john mayer and craig david.

music - rnb and alternative.. lately disappeared.. even emmy rossum's music has not been heard in a while. huh... still very pretty. i was considering the idea that anne hathaway was similar.. which they are: pale skin, modern lady with elegance and clothe style that doesnt promote guys to be douches. i think they are same nationality too.. but how they talk is similar.. but.. hathaway does not beat rossum =] rossum still my number 1 (Y) haha

other than that.. life is pretty sad ^^| but with the clouds and rain that lasts less than 2 mins, comes hours of sunshine =]

funny thing language.. and words. i could make the sun seem like something unwanted and rain the good guy by saying "out of the blazing suns rays, burning into our skins, rain will soon comto wash away the pain" but that for another day.. =] ttyl in 2 weeks time ;)

05 August 2009

big brother is watching .... me? 0o

hey hey, i just want a show of hands who reads this junk??
or who bothers to check my blog to see if i revealed that i am an alien?

you dont have to put your name - though i prefer it if you did.
for randoms [which i am sure there arent many] just say hello and say you are a random
and people i know.. refrain from being a random. lol.. totally made sense ==" in other words, i just wanna know how many people read this, who reads this, and how often. lol just arbitrary thinking. [had to stop using random]

mood - feeling really really really really really really really really really really dumb. [did not copy and paste that...]

04 August 2009

reluctant.

wow... haven't touched this in a while. [for me =P]
ok mystery draw!
english! yes lets talk about studies in my "free"/procrastinating time.

I am listening to old school music! =] as in like 4-6 years old.. Craig David, John Mayer [old album] backstreet boys, boys II men b2k. haha pretty old school. How am I listening to this music? Well long story short, my neglected "MINI" ipod [gen 1] was gathering dust in my drawer... and waking up singing to a very very very VERY old song, it sort of stuck. So there you have it folks. My life story...

Holy moly.. I sound depressed! :L I swear I am not =] promise.

Just english!!!... !!!! ....... *shrugs* just breathe and write ;) [don't forget to think] - personal note...

YES! today! horrible horrible...I don't know why but talking and speaking to ANYONE was just failure. Like trying to convey my message to that person I get tongue tied, and I just blank out. =/ SIL I guess, but still it was something I could control right?? right........? Doing medical physics in class makes you worry that you have all these diseases and flaws.
I used to think I was invincible.. [not really but close to] and now I just feel like a marshmallow... get alight you get burnt and die, or you brown on the outside but turn into liquid and slip into the unknown 0.0

Any who... 2 days. then 2 weeks. then 1 month and 2 weeks. then 2 weeks. then 3months, then 3 years, then ... who knows how many years. No freedom... =O how depressing... blelaugh!

ok ok lighter mood =]
hahah i still got the jane austen book
that ext english issued me last year, but i dropped.
tristian funnily, coming 21st, mistook
his rank for second last, but that bubble was popped
when it was I who was coming last, look...
i was mocked by the teacher and i asked why
all he said was "gee... time does fly"

discover your heart before you discover others. Full of caves and mystery does that mean love doesnt exist? nope ;) if your hearts are one then you can discover together. [i am imagining a couple holding hands and walking around with a torch each, in the other]

wow... horribly forced blog haha
till another day. ;)