aahhhaaa. it is a crazy time of the day.. and i am blogging... 0o i am gonna really feel it later today and tmorrow.. and most likely the week.
BUT!!!
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY EVERYONE!!!
I hope oyu guys reminded how much your mum means to you, and how amazing they are =] cos IF you are reading this, it means you are a pretty alright person, and you have only your family and friends to thank for that [[but mostly family] so make sure you tell them, be it morning, arvo, or night. as long as you get it out and tell them it is all good.
you know why they make these days?? cos normality is considered boring, and boredom leads to and in closely related to nothing special. in reality we forget the small and important things, and THIS is why we have these days, to remind ourselves that we are taking for granted for somethings, and it is about time we remind the important thing how much they mean to us =]
Like in cadets.. after not showering for 5 days, a hot shower [on a 35 degree day mind] felt... AMAZING!!! now i shower 2 times almost everyday and not once have i not appriciated hot water, and water alone. i dont shower long so i am not the cause of the aussie drought ok??
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stumbling on my thoughts, my tounge rolls out like a carpet to be treaded on. tripping on nothing other than my own questions, i dont even search for an answer. give up
or thought of accepting it
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you ask why am i up at 3 am?? well ^^| i was reading manga until 1. cos i lost track of time... then i went to bed.. and felt really guilty that i didnt write a card for mum. [cos i normally do] so i got all comfy and what not in bed.. and after 30 seconds i got up irritated, unable to push the thought of no card] and put all my clothes back on [yes i sleep in my undies and boxes <- makes me sound like a hobo.. not cardboard boxes lah] and made an awesome card for mum =]
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i have so much i want to do, but i have so much i have to do, i so little time for something that takes up so long, endless questions, zero answers.
mystery of life or is it really? (SIL)
--- for adam tokidoki kimi to yatorenwa =] <- it doesnt happen to be in the dictionary.. so i dont know you can ask a jap person LOL
alright boys and gals.. hanson is out and cold - ish.
ps. i feel like doing a sport or some physical activity till i run out of breathe and feel the pain of breathing pure fresh air, until my muscles ache for the next few days, or my brain loses the blood so everything seems so much lighter and brighter than they are. not cos i am punishing myself - that isnt punishment =] - but because it feels good, and reminds me on being a live.. stuck at a table and what not kills me..
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