happy mothers day =]

nan no tame ni? kuyashi yo. nande darou? kurushi da kedo... mou wakanai. dou de mo ii omou kamoshiran. iipon karu tsumori kedo... mou tsukareta. tsukareta noni, iku tsumori. dakara daredemo tomaranai de.

aahhhaaa. it is a crazy time of the day.. and i am blogging... 0o i am gonna really feel it later today and tmorrow.. and most likely the week.

BUT!!!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY EVERYONE!!!

I hope oyu guys reminded how much your mum means to you, and how amazing they are =] cos IF you are reading this, it means you are a pretty alright person, and you have only your family and friends to thank for that [[but mostly family] so make sure you tell them, be it morning, arvo, or night. as long as you get it out and tell them it is all good.

you know why they make these days?? cos normality is considered boring, and boredom leads to and in closely related to nothing special. in reality we forget the small and important things, and THIS is why we have these days, to remind ourselves that we are taking for granted for somethings, and it is about time we remind the important thing how much they mean to us =]

Like in cadets.. after not showering for 5 days, a hot shower [on a 35 degree day mind] felt... AMAZING!!! now i shower 2 times almost everyday and not once have i not appriciated hot water, and water alone. i dont shower long so i am not the cause of the aussie drought ok??

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stumbling on my thoughts, my tounge rolls out like a carpet to be treaded on. tripping on nothing other than my own questions, i dont even search for an answer. give up

or thought of accepting it

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you ask why am i up at 3 am?? well ^^| i was reading manga until 1. cos i lost track of time... then i went to bed.. and felt really guilty that i didnt write a card for mum. [cos i normally do] so i got all comfy and what not in bed.. and after 30 seconds i got up irritated, unable to push the thought of no card] and put all my clothes back on [yes i sleep in my undies and boxes <- makes me sound like a hobo.. not cardboard boxes lah] and made an awesome card for mum =]

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i have so much i want to do, but i have so much i have to do, i so little time for something that takes up so long, endless questions, zero answers.

mystery of life or is it really? (SIL)

--- for adam tokidoki kimi to yatorenwa =] <- it doesnt happen to be in the dictionary.. so i dont know you can ask a jap person LOL

alright boys and gals.. hanson is out and cold - ish.

ps. i feel like doing a sport or some physical activity till i run out of breathe and feel the pain of breathing pure fresh air, until my muscles ache for the next few days, or my brain loses the blood so everything seems so much lighter and brighter than they are. not cos i am punishing myself - that isnt punishment =] - but because it feels good, and reminds me on being a live.. stuck at a table and what not kills me..

Cos you don't need to worry about that

Well, new month new resolution! jks =P

more like [re]solution... ok no. I have possibly sorted out something that is of importance in my mind. So I guess this means there will be slight changes in my world, however, I don't expect it to happen over night or drastically change over a matter of days. <- please read that sentence carefully if you are going to read into it. I suggest you don't look into it too much, yet don't take it lightly. Cos it is sort of weighs 5 billion newtons...

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"have you asked mum and dad if they want help.." psht! stupid baka yaro! my brother is such a... simple minded butt in the face sometimes. haha maybe he confuses the things I do with the things he doesn't do.

- complain corner - bom BOM BOM!!!!

Well as you don't know, my grandma is at shang hai partying at the clubs and living the high life =P and my brothers seem to be completely oblivious to the fact that 1. my grandma is getting old and she cant do everything she used to be able to 2. that my parents cant do all the chores and stuff my grandma did while she was here.

I have cleaned the house, on my own, multiple times; helped out at the warehouse more that my brothers put together [hence the huge biceps] and helped out with the chores despite being late and in a hurry.chores:vacuum the house, mop the floor, fold the clothes, put the clothes up, take the clothes down, wash the dishes *3 =P, water the plants, take the water out, put the bowls out, clean the table, set the table... that's about it.It doesn't seem much... IF I HAD NOTHING ELSE TO DO!ahou brothers. Ok they do some chores occasionally ONLY if initiate it, and do the chores as well. ri-bloody diculous.Also, the warehouse can take up half to all of the day's time. It was from 2-7, and other day 11 to 6. Useless pieces of poo. I would not feed them lols.. fix their attitudes and bloody get up earlier!! not 12pm!most of the chores are done before 12 for goodness sakes..

blah..

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umm so... a heck of a lot of quizzes and studying and assignments to do. so I might just disappear for a week or 2.

自分で考えろ。そうした。そして、答えが見つけた。

yet again, I did four rights - some body help me out of the circle

It's not up to me no more, i cant decide the way my heart feels - I'm in trouble

it is a 360 turn, it's ended where we began - a heart ain't a brain.

baaabbbeeyyyeeeyy [-] you got's the music groove ?

FTLOP

For the love of poop!!!

strange huh? loving poop?? well... ok it doesn't make sense deal with it fatty.

NEXT!!!

yesterday at about 4:20 pm Michelle and I were on the main walk way steps. [The big chunky ones that stretch your ass when you walk up it?] yeah those ones... we were sitting on the steps right [the ones with grass] YES the ones that when you jump down you do somersaults and land perfectly...

we were sitting there right... and there was a couple and a friend about 20 - 30 m away... immediately when the friend left the couple started to.. you know.. get a little frisky.. Well! DO NOT be fooled this is not your ordinary couple! They can "breathe whilst sucking face" - as Michelle nicely put it.

And can I just say... they really were at it for 40mins NON STOP!!! [well most likely non-stop]

I had my eyes at the sky until something horrible like the couple were ... literally all over each other. I don't even think they were sucking each others face for most of it.. but I can tell you that their lips were ALWAYS on each other....

Scary...

FLOP the TOP in a LOP - just making words out of the title..

Well I have come to the point where there is SO MUCH work.. that I gave up =] and decided to watch tv and blog with of course satisfactory guilty.

- Shall I explain the natural order of my blogs??

ok i'll be kind and tell you. It is random to the max. I cannot maintain a lengthen amount of concentration which is reflected in this SUPER blog.

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I feel like a warrior =] battle scars. many scratches and to be scars. I had a bruise on my head =P only cos it is like F= 18kgs * 9.8 - air resistance in a container. In which momentum is conserved when the box applies an impulse force on my head and causing my head to move in the positive X direction towards the container walls. Causing my head to apply a impulse force onto the container walls due to the kinetic energy from the box.

Dont you just love how i do that? Cos i do.

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Ok serious man... it is a serious problem... I dont know what to do.. someone help me

how do i say hi to a random girl??? There is a chance she is single and.. well of course I am single =] one look at a cute/pretty girl and I just am lost for words...

girls? what are your thoughts?

boys? how do you do it?

who would have known cardboard hurts?

i have never felt so... POWERFUL!!!

I shall follow suit, somethings I'd like to say to some people - and no one will ever know who. Why? Cos I won't remember.

- what are you thinking silly. Let me hear it.

- patience silly, less judgement more patience.

- Less assuming, more thinking, more talk

- I can never tell what is going in your head

- dayum! you are cute, what's your name again?

- Where are you!!

- Where are you and what is happening with you?

- Hey! What's up? or should I say what's down?

- If I was to tell you... naaah I won't say =] let you blow up your mind :L

4 hours later and my muscles are bigger than your face!!

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seems like moving boxes isn't as simple as you think it is.

hey cutie lets go ride the night away

I was thinking, maybe I have super powers.

Ok I am possibly a very light sleeper from 0hrs to 2 hrs in and 6hrs to whatever. ie. if I slept at 12, at 2 to 6 i'd be in a deep sleep. However, after those 6 hours I am a superhuman. lols more like mega light sleeper.

Everything wakes me up. From birds to construction... [normal huh?] how about an open door?

Can you ever tell when your bedroom door is open?.. ok it sounds retarded but something about pressure and crap.

Every time you open my bedroom door, the blinds move.. and mind you the blinds are no were close to the door.. ok. no one gets it.

MOVING ON

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I don't think blogging is healthy. MEANING - I won't get any girls like this :L jks jks

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what's new... I played with mega huge blocks of ice yesterday? probably20 litres of water frozen and i kicked a chunk off and started smashing/hitting the other pieces of ice.

umm. should be studying but don't know what to study.. more like don't want to study at all =P

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in recovery - Has anyone watched "Pay it forward" ?? it was on last night, I recommend people to watch it. It is interesting - but you gotta start from the start. otherwise it will not do anything for you.

languages to learn

cantonese, mandorin, english, teo chow, japanese, korean

I believe that is all.

japanese shall come in handy in the future,

would like to learn korean, cos it sounds nice

cantonese same as korean, cos it sounds nice

mandorin, cos it'll come in handy for sure

teo chow cos i was born with it

english cos i have to =P