baaah tempted

mm I am so tempted to go on facebook. The reason why I stopped was so that I would spend more time on work.. .but when I am not doing work... I have nothing to do! :L So that's my dilemma.. not really. I can survive without it.

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Ja... Kim's 18 was heaps fun. She is so cute when opening the presents and talking about her presents LOLS!! "I am the best daughter" [trying to say I am the luckiest daughter =P] nobody is good under pressure =]

Tanken centre was decent, hontou ni itsu mo nihongo de hanaseru. Choto muzukashi kedo tanoshida. Yokata na. =] -translation- always talking in japanese. a little difficult but it was fun. horray =P something like that...

I shall talk about the male mind. Remind me =] In tribute to Helene's blog for me :L I feel like i owe that much to her for giving me such an awesome insight =]

she has a quick like like always

Oce again I am in debt to her... I am not sure what it was but at the moment it seemed that we helped each other. And I know, if I look any further/deeper I will question that statement. I may find that it was only me who benifited but ,... it is the small things right?Maybe... I guess it is still my fault after all. For being inconsiderate... Yes that would sum up the nurmerous mistakes I made best. Enough of this... I got to focus...

Just a little light reading today. I wrote that last night on my phone :L

wish I was rich =P

see this is the reason why I want to be rich.. but I know they won't last so no point =] umm.. i dunno.. they just look good to me, so thank you for uploading the pics on the net! =D I don't particularly want to wear them assuming it is very expensive. No touch but you can see.

to those who I talked to tonight. Sorry I was just getting the sh*tz. I know it is unreasonable to be mad.. I dunno... sometimes when I don't get my way [ie, don't talk so much therefore stop annoying me] I get annoyed lol... or in a pissy mood.

I am sure everyone knows I am not one to blow up often =] I normally just release it by letting it seep through my skin lols! It isn't easy to stay mad for me. *shrugs* I am very spontaneous when I am emotional though :L I do something then BAM! I realised it wasn't a smart choice then I regret it for 5 mins then I am normal again.

Best thing is to sleep it off or eat it off. [Of course gotta watch how much you eat] Unless it is being angry or super heated annoyed then these don't work, nor is it smart. I was going to bed and I got angry, I couldn't sleep for 3 hrs, and when I did. I had a very angry dream. hahaha bout it. till... thursday or wednesday night? depending.. Doesn't seem good.. This holiday is flying by!! and it is only monday! hahha I feel pressure already lols I need to shut up now and sleep.

Leave a smiley face on the plate for the cleaner.

Mmm where to start.
Is it weird if I don't like dairy products?? Like I can eat it without pulling a face if I had to.. but I prefer not eating dairy products. Like milk, cheese and yoghurt/yogurt [which is it?]... if I had a choice I would pick anything other than them. I have to force myself to drink milk, yogurt.. sour yogurt I terribly dislike, but the sweet ones they are ok. Again I have to make myself finish it. Cheese.. on its own, is very hard to do. Melted or with something worth eating is how I like it =P

You ask why would it be weird. My answer is: we were brought up with dairy food literally. When you are a baby what is the only food you can eat [when you just came out] you don't eat! You dont have teeth! You drink milk. I can't think of any food that is MEANT to be food other than milk. Do you get me? Milk is there to feed. Meat, vegetables they are here because we make them here... blah.. it is so hard to explain. Meat comes from animals, animals have other purposes other than feeding the hungry carnivores/omnivores. Same with vegetables. I can't think of anything else.. wanna help?

Well anyways, back to the point, milk's purpose is to feed... and yet I don't like it. Does that mean.. I don't get it either. You think up of a point to raise and we'll discuss =]

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Oh that's right. I quit facebook. Well... I am just not touching it =] Some people find it hard.. I don't know why. The only thing between you and facebook is a button. So simply get rid of the button! hahah see... that's how I operate. It is hard to hardcore it sometimes, so you work around it. I can't think of another example =/. A stupid one would be studying for exams. You look at how much you got to cover and you just don't want to study. But if you work through topic by topic, before you know it you are finished =] If you hadn't noticed, that is how you learn at school. Lol, using the facebook example, if you get distracted by msn or any internet things just disconnect the net.

Of course nothing can be achieved if you do not have determination, patience and unable to persevere =] but really... it isn't that hard if you really try.

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Extra note: Kerry Bickmore was cute when she cried on rove :L She is another pretty lady this world is home to =] I remember the first few times when she did the "news", she laughed half way through. Now she has become a pro at it =] (Y) good stuff.

mmm not going away on camp till next Monday so hold your parties and farewells till then =P I know you guys want to celebrate that I am away =P jks
o00o my body is aching from yesterday's squash =D fun! and I think I slept funny last night.. my neck is in pain too >=( maybe too much of mum :L jks. [for those who didn't get it... mum = pain in the neck (ie annoying somethings)]

lol... never done that before! haha explain myself to myself
till another time Distraction!

"Give me my son back!!!"

Has anyone seen "Changeling" if not, I recommend you to watch it. Trust me it is a good film. Clint Eastwood is a genius, I swear. Yup another Clint Eastwood film, but you gotta admit... they are pretty damn good. Million dollar baby, Gran Torino, Flags of our Fathers. [edit] They are really amazing.. what is more amazing is that he has helped produce and direct 30 movies, and starred in 60. He is 78... holy crap! Older than my grandmother.. and yet still making movies.. 0.o

Any who, Changeling is about a single mother who lost her son and the corrupt police is in desperate need to improve their reputations. So the police come to her in five months with a boy she does not recognise as her son. In hope that her son is still out there, she fights the police. It is her fight in search for answers and her son.

That is the gist of it without giving anything away. =] Seriously consider watching it, because I guarantee you, you will not be disappointed. I almost cried :L and I am not one to be easily moved by a movie =]

From this movie, I have gained a new respect for Angelina Jolie/Pitt [which one 0o] she was absolutely amazing in this film. Not in that sexy hot way that most people watch her movies for, but in a way where I respect her for her talents.

Lols... find it strange that I would be talking about a movie? I do... but it was that amazing. The experience was ruined by constant distractions too. Three times did we pause, eat dinner, leave the house and yet... Well you get the point. I loved the film. WATCH IT and join me struck by awe =]

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Alright, today went to play squash. Woke up at 9am left at 9:45, got there at 10 and played till 11. It was 16 intese games. I played 8, 4 against my dad and 4 against my younger brother. You do not know how tiring it can get. Haven't played in a while, and so unfit. My dad won all his matches I belive, and I won against my brother. But in all it was a good session. Felt good to sweat once again. Feel the burn in my muscles and hit a ball. It was fun =] Next week I'll beat my dad ;)

For now, that'll be it. Later tonight maybe? *shrugs*