Are you a-maze-d?

For those bored beings out there that has internet, no study to do, and not HD to aim for [not really] youtube Sungha Jung. I don't exactly know his background, but he is... so talented.. I can only wish to be that talented in a billion years. As long as I don't get arthritis and too old =]

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Something sort of outraged me the other day.

Firstly, do YOU believe in the idea of climate change? Have YOU challenged this notion of climate change? Eh.. well in my lecture we watched a video about the fact that climate change ie. global warming is false and does not exist. By the end of it I was feeling quite sick.. strangely. Why? It isn't because I really believe in climate change but because I could pick out a flaw in almost all of their points they put forward.. The manipulation of information...

Now that I think about it.. it quite reminds me of myself ^^| You probably question why, and it is something that shall stay unanswered till I find an answer myself.

Any who, there was some "scientific" information and results saying that the stratosphere should be warmer than the surface of the Earth but results show otherwise. I couldn't say anything about it. There was only two ways you could determine those results, satellite and balloon. So someone can try convince me - but note I am not one to be persuaded until I find out myself.

- Well throughout the video, it only seemed to be two sides. Those that firmly believe in global warming, and those that firmly do not. I want to tell those who are ready to jump at each other's throats to slow down and calm down... clearly this has been brought up before but both sides of these extreme views have shunned the "fence sitter".

# my view #

In all honestly, I couldn't be too bothered about the technicalities. I want my children, and my children's children and the children of the future to experience the beauties of what this world can show us. Over these 18 years I have seen wondrous things, and I can already see some disappearing. I want to see blue sky where ever I go when I am old and even more wrinkly.

I don't see any reason not to reduce the amount of carbon used. It only causes pollution. It provides electricity but so can greener forms. It'll use up a lot of infrastructure but think about the benefits of doing this.

Also, eventually - sooner or later - fossil fuels will disappear and then what? We are screwed. We end up fighting with swords ... no not even sticks and stones. [no fire to make swords =P or is there?? O____o]

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nande itsu are ga mietara kimochi ga warui ni naru...

shinji arenai kamoshiranai

hayai sugiru kamoshiranai

sona koto zen zen wakanai ka?

nande imin ga wakanai?

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It isn't like walking up a mountain - where your legs burn but you continue and don't stop.

It isn't like a marathon - where breathing hurts and your head is light headed

It isn't like drowning - where gasping for breath only cough and instincts tell you to run.

It is like sitting high up and landing on your head.

Like the numbness of the pain - though you know you hurt something precious

It is the involuntary skip of the heart - causing you to gasp for air.

Like the cramps of chest muscles making it hard to gasp and no matter up much you breath the heart will not slow down.

It is like the dizziness when you run so much and so suddenly that you are not only light headed, but need to throw up.

It is like constantly working hard but not getting anywhere - and you don't feel deserving to complain because you know there are others worse off, and if not, there were people worse off.

But you can't help but feel strangely helpless.

You pick yourself up again, dust yourself off and continue for the [some number]th time.

"It isn't as bad really, it could be worse, it'll be ok."

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Hahaha cryptic msg after cryptic msg. I guess it is late and you know who comes out at this hour? ReNu my arch-enemy. We have fought many battles before, but it seems he has been quite over powering lately. Once I chopped him up and chucked him in the pan... I ate him and then 12 hrs later he came walking through the door completely fine - ready to fight. That day I post poned the fight till I completely digested.

- yes it is all just blabber and doesn't make sense.

1.11 - [as least it was] I wish my arm would bloody stay put so I can punch my sofa into pieces.

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Clouded by your beauty I sit there stunned by what is in front of me. I search through my memory to see your smile again. I sit there in the corner searching when I realise, it isn't your smile I am looking for... but for my own. You were always smiling.

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yokatara... kotoshi mo, kore kara mo, zutto itsudemo... yoroshiku tanomu.

uphill or downhill?

Imagine something so beautiful. A painting of some sort... the original is too your left, and the duplicate is on your right. You can tell which one is which. Which side do you choose to look at?

What if there were obstacles that prevent you from seeing the whole original painting? Would you look at the whole of the duplicate or do you look at parts of the original?

In this instance you cant move towards the painting because you are moving forward. Not by choice, but because you are in a vehicle... ok this isn't going to make sense to anyone so =] yamemasu.

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tsu... ka... re... ta.

I don't even feel lazy. Though I do feel like my efforts are useless. I guess the end results do matter most.

and so... ZZzzzzZzzzz

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riddle that I forgot earlier today.

I have forgotten my bank pin number - but I won't ever forget because it is associated with the children's song/game "Head, shoulders, knees and toes". The Pin number is 4 numbers long. What is my pin number.

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To be honest it is quite similar to the riddle's that have been going around lately. ie. why 4 is cosmic and how many horses are there?

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distraction... distraction distraction. I think it is not working. I can take the other approach, but... but yeah ^^

oyasumi iromono

anta he,

ehhh.... my toes have taken a bashing today hahah. I don't think they are bruised yet ;] my toes have been conditioned so it is ok ;P lols from being stepped on to kicking stuff and having the vacuum crush them. it is invincible =P

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What do you value? What do you really value? From your answer I shall decide if you are selfish or understandingly selfish. I am unsure if you understand the situation you are in. Despite this, you will find out in due time. From what I see and have noted, your time will come soon, but you will not learn. I can act but I do not wish to, or, I do not feel I should. You may have fooled everyone, or you may have fooled me, but I will be, and am not, sitting there doing nothing. You might think you are clear - but I am watching you.

This is a warning. If you hurt that that I value. I will not hold back, and I will not care for the consequences.

I do think of the consequences, and they do frighten me a little, but when the time comes I will not give a pigs poop. I cannot think of any other way I can approach this situation. As long as you do not hurt or burden what I value - I will only sit back and be cautious.

To no-one.

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What I have ticked off the list earlier, in June.

- guitar

- camp

- draw

- visit japan [in my head]

- see thomas

- play a little bit of games

- read manga

- watch K-on!

- watch my boss my hero

- watch anime

- go to Adam's, David's and Thomas's [and maybe Hanson's house] (alphabetical order)

- run around like a crazy man [sorta]

- eat lots and lots and lots .... and lots.

- clean my clothes for the next sem [it might look new if I do]

- see friends and eat friends - they were yummy =]

- [not yet] clean up desk and room - but I have cleaned the house twice on my own.. and then was too tired to clean everything else ^^|

That is 16/23 however, 4 of the original were duds. so 16/19 - not bad. though did most of it in the first 2 weeks haha. and watched anime in the last 2 =P

How to save the world

It was meant to be recorded, however, I got lazy so imagine if an even more retarded Hanson you know, was speaking. Enjoy.

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Good morning, afternoon and evening, ladies and gentlemen, gentlemen and ladies. Today I speak of a controversial topic that no one person has dared to tackle head on. Here I stand before as a human being who will attempt to break the barrier between men/women from talking about this topic. We human beings are magnificent creatures. However, we are not only constructive species but also a destructive species. So as the dominant and most destructive inhabitants on this planet we have a responsibility to save our habitat.

Are you thinking “Save the world? Nothing I can do – so it is pointless”” Think again. You don’t have to recycle; you don’t even need to get off that big furry ass. You don’t have to do much more than what you do already. All you need to do is... eat!

Firstly, eat everything on your plate. Why? Well you are optimising the amount of food relative to the amount you pay. Next you are not as full as you think you are. The food you leave on the plate in food that is thrown out into the bin. Neglected… you know how it feels neglected, so do the food justice and eat it. There are starving people around the world. Not just in Australia, not just in china and not just in Africa. There are starving people everywhere. I stand here before you as a fellow starving human being. So don’t eat for Australia’s sake, don’t eat for Africa’s sake but eat for MY sake.

Next, the more frequent you eat not only does it benefit you, but also benefits the world. It benefits you by increasing your metabolism. By eating more frequent [note: frequent ≠ more food] your metabolism increases at an exponential rate. Considering it has been 18 years and my metabolism rate is 12hrs, in 100 000 years yours will be a few seconds long… hmmm that would be expensive… but no worries in 100 000 years’ time you will be dead so it’s ok. High metabolism rate means you lose fat quicker.

The economical crisis, the great depression and my empty wallet. All great tragedies… All that occurred due to the notion of money. I personally prefer bartering however, society says no. how eating food would save the world would be that it boosts the economy. By spending more, the dollar will go up and the price of food will go down. It is like buying two cakes with $1!! The economical crises would not have occurred if there was a constant demand for supply. Thus, the price drop will allow my wallet to fill up again =]

In summary, eat all your food – not for the starving kids, not because your parents tell you to, but for me. Next, by eating constantly [a reasonable amount at a time] your metabolism rate will increase and there just might be more attractive people everywhere. And lastly, if you eat more food will be cheaper, which means I have more money, THUS! I can spend more money on food! =]

Alright seriously… this how to save the world – your world. If you are full you are happy. if everyone is happy … then… everyone is happy. You + happy = thumbs up.

Thank you =]

まいっか

I have always been made to work hard to get the things that most people get easy.

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I think I was upside down for too long. All that blood rushed to my head... I am light headed atm ha!

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I guess I have a story to tell me children then.

Maybe I am attracted to hardship, I like to feel pain and suffering to look good. But I think, mostly so that I can help ... guide others in times of hardship. あまい。。しってるけど。It is that point in time when you are too tired to even be angry or sad. maiika.

My right arm is weaker than my left arm now.. how shameful...