Are you a-maze-d?

For those bored beings out there that has internet, no study to do, and not HD to aim for [not really] youtube Sungha Jung. I don't exactly know his background, but he is... so talented.. I can only wish to be that talented in a billion years. As long as I don't get arthritis and too old =]

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Something sort of outraged me the other day.

Firstly, do YOU believe in the idea of climate change? Have YOU challenged this notion of climate change? Eh.. well in my lecture we watched a video about the fact that climate change ie. global warming is false and does not exist. By the end of it I was feeling quite sick.. strangely. Why? It isn't because I really believe in climate change but because I could pick out a flaw in almost all of their points they put forward.. The manipulation of information...

Now that I think about it.. it quite reminds me of myself ^^| You probably question why, and it is something that shall stay unanswered till I find an answer myself.

Any who, there was some "scientific" information and results saying that the stratosphere should be warmer than the surface of the Earth but results show otherwise. I couldn't say anything about it. There was only two ways you could determine those results, satellite and balloon. So someone can try convince me - but note I am not one to be persuaded until I find out myself.

- Well throughout the video, it only seemed to be two sides. Those that firmly believe in global warming, and those that firmly do not. I want to tell those who are ready to jump at each other's throats to slow down and calm down... clearly this has been brought up before but both sides of these extreme views have shunned the "fence sitter".

# my view #

In all honestly, I couldn't be too bothered about the technicalities. I want my children, and my children's children and the children of the future to experience the beauties of what this world can show us. Over these 18 years I have seen wondrous things, and I can already see some disappearing. I want to see blue sky where ever I go when I am old and even more wrinkly.

I don't see any reason not to reduce the amount of carbon used. It only causes pollution. It provides electricity but so can greener forms. It'll use up a lot of infrastructure but think about the benefits of doing this.

Also, eventually - sooner or later - fossil fuels will disappear and then what? We are screwed. We end up fighting with swords ... no not even sticks and stones. [no fire to make swords =P or is there?? O____o]

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nande itsu are ga mietara kimochi ga warui ni naru...

shinji arenai kamoshiranai

hayai sugiru kamoshiranai

sona koto zen zen wakanai ka?

nande imin ga wakanai?

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It isn't like walking up a mountain - where your legs burn but you continue and don't stop.

It isn't like a marathon - where breathing hurts and your head is light headed

It isn't like drowning - where gasping for breath only cough and instincts tell you to run.

It is like sitting high up and landing on your head.

Like the numbness of the pain - though you know you hurt something precious

It is the involuntary skip of the heart - causing you to gasp for air.

Like the cramps of chest muscles making it hard to gasp and no matter up much you breath the heart will not slow down.

It is like the dizziness when you run so much and so suddenly that you are not only light headed, but need to throw up.

It is like constantly working hard but not getting anywhere - and you don't feel deserving to complain because you know there are others worse off, and if not, there were people worse off.

But you can't help but feel strangely helpless.

You pick yourself up again, dust yourself off and continue for the [some number]th time.

"It isn't as bad really, it could be worse, it'll be ok."

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Hahaha cryptic msg after cryptic msg. I guess it is late and you know who comes out at this hour? ReNu my arch-enemy. We have fought many battles before, but it seems he has been quite over powering lately. Once I chopped him up and chucked him in the pan... I ate him and then 12 hrs later he came walking through the door completely fine - ready to fight. That day I post poned the fight till I completely digested.

- yes it is all just blabber and doesn't make sense.

1.11 - [as least it was] I wish my arm would bloody stay put so I can punch my sofa into pieces.

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Clouded by your beauty I sit there stunned by what is in front of me. I search through my memory to see your smile again. I sit there in the corner searching when I realise, it isn't your smile I am looking for... but for my own. You were always smiling.

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yokatara... kotoshi mo, kore kara mo, zutto itsudemo... yoroshiku tanomu.