Close your eyes

Lose yourself in the melody.

Hear the note vibrate in your ears, feel the piano at your fingertips. Let the violins bring you from the edge of insanity to a place your heart feels content.

It is never too late to lose yourself in music.

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The war has been hard on everyone. For many their lives will stop at that point in time. Let me take your hand, and take you away from this place you call home. Take a quicker step, and leap out of your monotone pace. Don't pause, just follow me.

To a distant place you have never, in your wildest dream, would have thought of going. The clouds so white, the sky so blue, come and run with me in the fields of wonders.

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Don't be scared, I am here for you.

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Come on, let's go, without a moment to wait, taking small steps and then strides. I am here for you, so follow.

In step we'll walk towards the future, to the land we will never believe will come true.

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And so they walked towards the path of which bright them light and warmth. You can hear their footsteps still echo in the halls of greatness and wonders.

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Ehehe... This isn't just random.. ok maybe it is random but it is good. I am, as minch chau might put it, having an ear"gasm" right now hahaha.

My heart is pumping with music, the notes, the echoes. I reckon... IF my ears could walk, they would be flying away right now. Towards the melodies, and chasing the sounds that stole my ears.

lololol =]

Faaaaaaaannnnnttaassstic ;]

looks like this title has been used before

Girls... you don't know what you do to me. *slobber* .... *wakes up and slurps slobber*

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I feel so lazy T___T or tired... so much to do.. so little my brain can handle. Thinking about it just makes me stress/go crazy. But no worries, I will eat the cake one bite at a time =] I wish I am able to buy two cakes with 1 dollar. bahaha

Ok toodles friends.

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caught you

woha..

I feel like I have felt this before. Yes... this feeling is like something that has happened before. But why? The question really is when... How could this speak truth when it is a dream? Is it possible to have felt this in a dream before as well?? But why? I heard dreams mean something.. what could this mean? I know eventually I will feel this way one day, but when that day comes I will try to be stronger. Over time I will be more understanding.

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I am unsure. What do I say? What do I do? I wish you could hear my thoughts, and understand. But there is too much happening at the moment, so I do not wish to force that on you... So I keep them in the dark. My emotions and thoughts, stop at a stand still. I am sorry I am so useless. But I will do what I can. Tell me and I'll do it. Say so and it'll be done.

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I understand... not only do my memories tell me that I have been through it, but my dreams tell me I have. Many times over and over again. Many times I have suffered and stayed put. There is a possibility that I gave up once [in my dreams of course] but it didn't end pretty. That is why... That's why I will not give up. Not on myself, and not on you. That is why YOU must not give up.

To be honest it seems I dream when I am asleep... very little do I get pure sleep without dreaming, probably why my body feels weak, but I can't help this. I see many things in these dreams, and most of the time I remember one or two of them, but I tell you there are more than that...

My point is, I feel like I have seen almost all points of views from many situations. Laying everything on the table, I have killed someone, I have saved someone, I have lost someone. I am not saying I know everything, far from it... But I am saying I understand. Do not believe me as you wish, but I feel it some how. There may be explanations but no one, even me, will believe it easily.

That aside. I am here. I am not going anywhere any time soon. So don't give up just yet. There are answers to your questions. There are solutions to your problems. But all without trying hard is impossible. So don't give up.

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Sunshine lollipops and, rainbows....

holding onto the hands that belong to the people I care so much for, I let go for a second and watch them dance in the light, so magnificently. The sweat and dew sparkle in the lights, giving life not only to the surroundings but also to my cold heavy heart. It's warm now. I'll hold on tighter next time... if there is a next time. Please take care of yourself. I'll meet you soon.

crouching in the shadows

Why do you sit there? The floor is dirty...

Curled up into a ball, what are you afraid of? Are you not cold? Such a small frame, curled up in the shadows, hiding from the world. You cover your face, your eyes, your tears; but you don't fool me. I am blind at the moment, but I still know you are reaching out. You are lonely, tired and scared. People walk past you, as if it were normal, as if you are insignificant - and you feel insignificant.

If only... if only I had the courage, the strength.. the strength to lend out my hand and support you. But I... even I am reaching out for a hand. However, the thought has crossed my mind, maybe together this world won't seem so crazy. Maybe... no. I will be stronger, I will be stable. I will be your rock.

So don't hide any more. My hands aren't reaching for you, my arms are calling for you and let them warm your heart. Tears are reserved for the dead and happiness. Now... now there is nothing to fear. Stand up on your two feet and be MY rock when I falter.

To... my pet rock.

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Victim of the media, no casualty of the media. I wish not to walk that path. This is exactly what they want people to do. I never actually thought it would work.

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"So one day I walked down my street and I get called racist names by the neighbour hood kids. Any fool and beat them up, they are probably 5-8 years younger than me. But it takes someone special to smile and walk away, without feeling bad. "

- Don't lose sight of what is important.

sawaruna

sonani daijimono omouna. anta wa itsumo sono youna iru kara, sonani taihenna sekai dewa nai. itsumo dare demo ahou mitai ni naru kara, mou yametekureyo. hitori de susumu ja iinja. mou anta nokoto dameda, ore no genaki da. kimi nokoto mitometanai kara, kokode kiero kure.

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Strange. Today I didn't bring my glasses to uni - not the strange part - when I look at people and other things everything is quite blurry. However, I look at the sky and it doesn't seem to have changed much even with glasses on. Maybe a little more clarity but that is pretty much it. The edges and colours and .. lols they seem the same.

And at night my eye sight gets so bad it is impossible to look at anyone. And yes.. I went through the physics of it.. Since it is dark, the light is insufficient to reflect the light from the surfaces into my eyeballs reducing quality of image. As seeing is dependant on light being reflected into the iris or whatever the receptor cells are, being night, the lack of lights will cause your eye sight seem less proficient.

I should be an optometrist :L I don't think anyone would trust me with their eyes.. I don't trust myself with my eyes haha

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nanimo attakara, nanimo kawarani hazu dakedo... nanimo attanani nanka nanika kawareta.

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my love for food has rekindled. PLEASE BE CHEAP!!! =D

ps. i am sure there was something i wanted to write.. but i either cant think of it, or think it is appropriate ;]