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Funny, I feel like today went by really quickly but the past two days felt like they have been dragging themselves.

Well if you guys are reading my blog it must mean there is point reading. or you just care too much about my blubber, i mean blabber...

If you must know 22 hrs of physics hasn't really mad me go crazy, just more appreciative of study. Don't ask why cos I don't know either.

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Does anyone watch Pacific? If you do, you will understand how much girls mean to us boys. They portrayed the people from the times of the World War very well - from both sides, the citizens and the soldiers.

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I ought to do something more productive during my breaks and times like these. You know compared to what the soldiers and the families of the World Wars, what I [mostly] and others [no one in particular] we don't really have much to complain about.

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ok I have spent 40 mins [on and off] on this page.. let me blabber

dlfjweth eosflk eheotpa

It is easy to lose track of why you are doing something - for me at least. I mean with this study stuff you forget that you are so close in using it to make a difference to the world. The real question is how much of a difference, and if you can't make a difference with your career how do you? OR are you ok with not making a mark on this world?

noma boma bom.

The sky is blue,

it comes in two.

at dusk it's night,

it's quite a sight.

now it is dark

and you say...f-shark

whilst walking the park

of course in the dark.

light blue it was,

it is now dark blue

but you dont give a toss

later the grass will have morning dew.

Then the days starts again

"Oh what a pain"

They/she/he say.

then... they will pay.

lols - my mind seemed to have stalled

as if my brain does not want to function

I feel quite... appalled

because there's a missing thought junction.

Have I lost myself over the years?

Questions I continually ask

But I must keep confronting these fears

because this is a person's task.

In poem it is harder to understand.

You must be quite bored now,

but you forget it is Hanson's land

last line, I shall take a bow. *bow*

I say oyasumi

my brain said oyasumi too long ago =]

blink open, blink... open damn you!

And the day ended how it started - With the sun in his eyes.

Before 8am, he wasn't concious.

At 8am the sun shines through the blinds and into his eyes.

At 5pm the sun shines through the blinds and into his eyes.

After 5pm, he wasn't concious.

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Hehe I was so out of it last night I didn't realise I forgot to shower until I got into bed. Even then I couldn't be bothered to get up and shower.

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The days seem to fade into one another night - day, night - day, night - day. day is the night and night becomes the day.

At the horizon the sun does lay.

impossible to just say hey.

Solid but not rigid like clay

It is day

what do you say?

~ tiredness. That word shan't be a word in my vocabulary, however, this is compensated with the lack of concentration.

If I had time I would do what I'd love, but without this suffering I will not learn to know what I love. Does this mean there is no time?

Questions, Questions, Questions, Questions, Questions

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mate kure! iishyukan ato de modoru hazu ja...

My heart weighs in newtons, lost in your eyes - the universe

Let's get down and physical. [over rated - under marked]

At a certain point in time my heart is at its greatest potential energy, h, and what time is kinetic energy greatest. Where acceleration, due to gravity of the cavity, -0.98.

じゃ、今君は僕の心の中で何かある事知っている。

Hehe well as you can see I am going crazy of phys fever.

Symptoms - For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. For energy of conservation applies in reality, energy gained from carbohydrates and fluids, is spent on brain activity in which electrical impluses are sent to the muscles, causing mechanical movement of the limbs. As chemical and biological energy is a non-conservative force, mechanical energy is not conserved. Also, as the limbs moves, the limbs do work. The direction of the movement of the limb in the Y component means there is a gain in potential energy. However, this means potential energy from muscles and chemical bonds must have been converted to kinetic in order for the limb to move.... you get the point ;]

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To be honest it has been lost on the way. There is no map for the road in which I take. However, the road taken will not be one I shall regret. Majime sugi ru kana, demo iwanai to...

SO! the answer to the question above is [atm] - there is none. NANDE?!?!? Sore wa ore mo wakaranai kara kikuna.

Despite the intense physics study my mind has seem to gone the other direction to balance the.. lack of reality in my mind. Hehe SO!

R= S+F+M+E+D [where R=reality, S=study, F= food, M=mistakes, E=Exercise, D=distractions]

-(R) = I [where I is imagination]

I = P + L [where P = perfection, L = lol work it out yourself ;]

therefore. -(S + F + M) = P + L

0 = P + L + S + F +M+ E + D

However, M = E [as mistakes can be converted into exercise in Hanson's universe]

THUS!!! [moment you have been waiting for.....

O = P + L + S + F + E+ E + D

If you didn't get it... PLS FEED

~~~~ OK serious now. Was I not serious before? =]

Give me your hand, because with you I can walk, and if I can walk - I will jump, run - but it is you who will teach me to fly. Cry no more, for tears are for the weak. It was you who has taught me to defy all laws of physics, so don't cry. These are not wings I have grown, it is a resilient heart that beats and stands strong.

- besides in my awesome bright light you will never be left in the dark. My massive biceps will shade you when things are too bright, and warm you. -

There is so much out there I can see, you are the only thing I want to see.

~~~ boy oh boy this will cause a problem.

Hehe the other day MC told me to write something less boring. And it seems under pressure it isn't possible =] what does that tell ya ;] Anywho there are TWO things on my mind, and it is physics and how much - hmm don't want to scare you guys - the plastic has melted into shape.

LOL I think I need some time in a padded room. Is it that strange for a person to admit that? I would like a padded room in fact =] reckon you can stay at an insane asylum for a few hours or a day and then walk out? I would very much like that. Esp. a padded room with a boxing bag. I'd have a ball then.

~ cos it's a full time job ~

I think I prefer the physical act of writing rather than typing =]

Talk to you later.

Cos she thought the chase was the answer, when he didn't want any of it.

PS. ore wa daredemo sukijanai kara. gokaishinaide kure.

confused is an understatement, crazy is an overstatement. reality is the right answer.

Trying to get my head around this isn't the best thing for me at the moment

How pretentious it all is.

what a fool

hehe - I am gonna be snickering at myself for a while.

I did a very "smart" thing today.. but no one shall know about it cos it is very embarrassing =]

"middle age = gut" ??? =O I refuse that notion! I shall keep my abs of steel and make them abs of gold. >]

LOL

It seems that I have gotten to the point at which I have dreamt so much, that I feel like i have experienced everything. From being swallowed by a kitten, and falling into the toilet. BOTH of which I believe has never happened. So when I overhear a conversation on the bus or on the train I get a nostalgic feeling. I only have this feeling cos it seems like I am dreaming 24/7 when I sleep. [yeah not really 24/7 =P] but last night I'd say I had at least 4 dreams. I don't remember them exactly but I know I have them.

BUT guess what!? I didn't feel tired in my lectures or classes.

~~~~~~ That was a load of bs ~~~~~~

With these tired legs, these aching arms ikenakya.

On the train... it was more packed than it was in the morning.. like what the. So packed that I couldn't even read the mx cos I couldn't lift my arm.

I am so brain dead at the moment I can't even remember what happened today. So wait till Sat for another blog. [or later tonight =P]

With the cold, comes superhuman powers!

As you all know [most .. ok maybe you don't] I am allergic to mossie bites.

Well the other night I decided to be "the awesome food that is cooking when you walking into a room" / "the tastiest piece of meat around" / "free food" [you know it tastes better free ;] . AND strangely on one ankle i have 4 mossie bites about 2 -4 cm apart.

SO! basically my hands are down town ;] at my ankles trying very hard not to scratch =] but wait! there's more!!! The mossie bites are strangely not the size of golf balls like normal. I guess the mossies caught a cold and didn't drink enough fluids to keep that spit circulating. I wouldn't be suprised if I find a mossie stuck in my ankle cos it froze whilst trying to suck my cold blood

YES! I am cold blooded! Only when ... you decide too tired to think.

This is stupid, the moment I step out of a lecture room my mind blanks out and forget all work until I get back into the same room OR to the next lecture. But when walking to and fro [my afro] I forget everything =/

Mind you... if I am scratching a lot, it is the mossies trying to get their winter feed before they hibernate and make babies. Thus, I love winter =]

It also filters out the girls who are willing to sacrifice their body to the cold for fashion. Those who where skirts and tanks tops are either Skirting TANKS, or crazy.

Thought of the day ~ "daigaku wa saikou!!"

I forgot what happened throughout the day... I only remember when I look at my timetable.

Listen to this. I am Lower campus at 9, upper campus at 10, lower campus at 12, upper campus at 3 and lower campus at 5. All going to class =] - going to lunch and going home is not counted.

yeaah...

2nd Thought of the day ~ "Dayum it is dark at 6... I bet it'll be even darker at 7... AT guidlford" there was some random dude just breathing really heavily when I walked home.. I was ready to run or plonk him on the head.