I gotta stop sleeping around

Man... I am here and then I am there. It is never ending... It isn't easy to get some but it isn't that hard either. I mean on Saturday I was at it for at LEAST 8 hrs. I was in the bedroom, then I was on the couch and then I was in grandma's room. It isn't all my fault though... I sort needed it. =P I mean I WAS sick right? So why wouldn't anyone get lots of sleep and rest? Seriously... I was on the couch for like 2-3 hrs either trying to sleep or actually getting some rest. I wouldn't say it was one of my finest days, juggling doctor, sleep, commitments and a party [which I missed] and I don't think you can say I caught up on my rest from that staying up to 4am thing either =/

Well for the past... 3 days I have been sleeping a lot =] which is good and bad at the same time.
Good - I get regenerated and ready to kill the HSC
Bad - I don't get to study for the HSC so I won't be prepared, I miss out on my friend's party, and I slept so much my back was aching when walking hahah

And well... that is life pretty much since I last blog. Oh and I don't think the cause of this is only because of staying up till 4. I mean it caused the fever I am pretty sure but other than that, that was it =] (I don't think that made sense)

I went to the western docs today and it turned out my problems could be solved by a small tube of cream. 3 days of suffering *shakes head*

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- It was a few days after the war, the warrior had lost a lot of blood. He had been hit with the butt of a sword on the nose, his ankle was shattered by a club and he was now labeled cripple. The children sung the stinging words and the housewives gave him sympathy looks. That was all. 'Another bland meal..' he thought. Though it was the town's famous and favourite dish - free to war veterans; it wasn't that it was flavourless, his nose was just busted. He fumbled with the crutches, inducing the thoughts of crushed hopes he once had before the war. 'Not now... Why did this happen to me now...' It couldn't be helped...

He got up from his seat, after half finishing his dinner, and when to his room. He turned on the dim lights and went straight to his computer. Uninspired to do anything mind numbing he downloads a game and attempts to play it. Only to be completely rejected for some unknown reason. Frustrated he chucks a psyche and eats ice cream. Then, falls asleep. He dreams of a beautiful world, with lots of clouds and white yet not blinding lights. It turns out it was a night club. The music filled his ears and sees an awesomely hot chick. She approaches him, and he says "I love my tube" [no sexual connotations, if you can manipulate that into something dirty.. I will be amazed .. lols]

The end :L

Well gotta go






sleep =P toodles.
ps. sorry about the super long post.

yumm... time

mmm Sara Groen... very very pretty lady =] The highlight of the news hahaha. I am sure there are many people who think the same. Might I add. I don't watch the news often, but when I do it is either the happy news or Ms Groen =]

~ You good my head spinning. Someone tell me what to do. ~

Ummm 2 and a half hrs of sleep 430 - 7am. I thought I performed pretty well today =] Thinking was a little... limited however, I was awake for most of the day. Except in class ^^| In english and physics there were a few times when I went to the sleeping stage. You know where you are trying to stay awake but your eyes close and then your head slips off your hands? Same thing :L
I tried to sleep in senior though. Umm we watched a silly video... but for some reason I couldn't get to sleep. Lame =/

Umm I got home, and about 4ish I went to rest my weary head. LOL should say that out loud... it has a nice ring to it. umm Well I only went to close my eyes then I accidentally fell asleep :L I woke up just in time for dinner. My digital clock said 5.59 but it was like 420. For some reason my digital clock runs faster. I mean I thought digital clocks were meant to be more accurate than analog... but then again it is sort of 12 yrs old. [It was my uncles when he was in high school] haha

Anyways, bummed out I didn't want to do work, but I forced myself and found my inspiration for a better AOS story. Yes I didn't do well for my english. Let's not talk about it.

Umm I did a majority of the story and I am going to bed =] nights.

~ I hope I see you... either in my dreams or ... just see you?? O.o ~ mmm... food. why is mum making food before I am gonna sleep!? Looks like I'll be dreaming about food =D

And at 4am, wisdom and truth

Well it isn't 4am yet, but close to, and I know I won't sleep within the next 4 mins [now].
At this point in time, my mind doesn't seem as weary as my head [if that makes sense] My head feels heavy but my mind is still quite sharp. Full owning Leon's poor arguments. I don't think my mind feels as sharp during the day. Or maybe it is all relative, and Leon's poor and deteriorating mind [due to lack of sleep] is making me feel much smarter :L

4am at last. Sleep? or more study? I think I should let my body rest. Cya world in 3 hrs =P

~ Let me hold your small hands in mine because what would lay on my finger tips is something more precious than treasure. But do you know what is more precious than the smooth, soft bundle of love in my hand? The thing that comes with the bundle, and that is more beautiful than life itself because you are... my life. ~

nothing ever EVER happens at 2am

LOLS Well yes... at this very moment it is 2.00am but by the time I have finished writing this blog it would be like yonks later. Anyways.. why am I up at this time? To get Leon to beat box battle Roderick. Lols of course Leon is up for to as well. I don't know why but he was the one who mentioned it first lols. So don't blame me.

Anyways, today was decent. Woke up early to see my girlfriends in the city [of course different stations] and then went to school to dance. [btw I am jking about the girlfriends. I have only one =P JKS!!! bahahah lols... yeah it is late.. don't blame me =] I am single and proud to be single (Y)] I am real good catch you know. You single ladies watch out. I am very intelligent, I like women who are also smart but more importantly beautiful - *copying the stupid idiot who tried to pick up a chick [the audio convo is on MC's blog]*

LOLS if you didn't get that, that makes two of us =]

Dance is progressing very well. You know I am actually really enjoying my last few weeks of school. I don't worry so much about studies during school, even though at home I am trying to study hard. Well we are able to be mostly ourselves, since there are no more exams to get back or do. Thus, allowing us to reflect on the latest and the new stuff. Our conclusion "We have become more retarded." mmm sounds good =]

- Aiysh I don't know why I am doing this. This is really stupid. As if anyone stays up till 4 studying man seriously.

- You REALLY annoy me. Please turn around and walk away.

- Cute

- umm...

- =]

- give me the goods and no one gets hurt (H)

The end of random era 2.24am

Desire for you.

Your smile melts my heart, as I beam with happiness in your presence. I hunger for you. I want you in my hands, as your fragrance sends me to heaven. Your grace and your beauty warm my insides. I need you here. I need you to fill the emptiness inside me. Everything doesn't seem ok without you, and without you... I wouldn't know what to do. You smell so good, I can imagine you here as I eye you down. My mouth salivating... and I take a big bite out of you. Mmm I love you...




food.

Hehe

Well today last period was horrible... my stomach grumbled for the whole period seriously... I was starting to get annoyed at very little things and I just wanted to eat. Nick and David were eating, and they offered but they were so small!! If I eat... there is no turning back. I gotta keep eating. So I couldn't eat their small biscuits and sultanas. So I sat it out. Lols... it got so bad it was starting to hurt... a little. [Yeah... I don't know how I did the 40 hrs famine either] Mm well I got to the train and my stomach seemed like it was eating ME instead. I could feel like the hole in my stomach grow. People seemed so happy, with filled stomachs... I was getting jealous. I had to keep my thoughts to myself.

I got off at Guildford, had my dollar ready and when to the Lebanese pizza shop [love that place] I ordered a pizza and waited... for 5 mins I was sitting there dying. The smell was everywhere. I was so close yet so far. Once I got it, I gave the dollar to my hero and I dug in. It was hot but who cares! I was damn hungry!

I got home and then I was half way through it. I mean it WAS a 4min walk. Soon I finished and then made myself a bowl of cereal. IF my house had more food, and my stomach let me make better food, I would have. =]

My love - food =D

I... don't have anything else to say but... I want more food?



RIP. Patrick Swazye - protagonist of dirty dancing and others [I don't know]