Once upon a time there was a cat called Tuxedo. She didn't really have a home, yet, this was the closest to home. The people were fair, and nice. She was fed twice a day, often gets petted and occasionally sneaks into the house for a few seconds.
After a long history, of 8 months or so, with the family; the people suddenly kicked her out. Taking her far away and never wanted to be seen again. Tuxedo, being a cat, of course didn't know what was happening. She didn't do anything wrong. Maybe meowing too much to gain attention and wanting more love. But that was all she was guilty of. What did she do to be kicked out?
The answer was, that the people didn't want her there. Apparently she didn't eat all she was given and that her consistant meowing was bad....
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righteo, in a situation like that, what is a person to do? The cat is in the cage and meowing it's heart away. Not the innocent hello meow, but a cry for help and freedom. We aren't taught to deal with such a situation. Do you let it out of the cage? or do you leave it in the cage so it can be taken far away and never to be seen again? Letting it out means the cat stays and the people who trapped it won't be happy. Leaving it in though, means a heavy heart and sadness. Is it animal cruelty to kill a stray cat? Or is it animal creulty to leave it on the streets?
In life, we aren't taught to deal with this situation. Where there IS no win win situation. In fact, there is no win in any of it. It is like "can't live with women, but can't live without women". However, the cat in this case isnt wanted at all....
blahh... just a little disheartened =/
City was good yesterday, however, Bruno... I personally did not like the "movie". Maybe I am not insensitive enough to people's thoughts. I dunno... the idea of toying with someone's real emotions about the situation is sort of... degrading everyone associated with the movie. I don't know how to explain it. However, on the bright side there were some funny bits =]
That's all folks *warner brother's theme song*
why do we fall? to pick ourselves up again. ~~ self-esteem or self-respect. You choose. ~~ { ---SIL--- } ~~~~~~ everything is an experience, arguably never the real thing ~~~~~
11 July 2009
08 July 2009
nostalgic day?
lols... didn't go to school but the weirdest thing happened today.
I woke up, and everything was as if it was 5 years ago. Of course the furniture and stuff [new stuff] were still there.. but the atmosphere of the living room, felt... in some way like 5 -10 years ago... strange?
mm then mid day came, about 1 o'clock.. I went outside to take the clothes down from the clothes hanger? Anyways, after doing so, I sat down on the steps and just looked out. Everything was as if it was the morning at about 6 ish. The grass was green and wet. The breeze was cool and refreshing. The sky partially covered with uncertain clouds. Trees were bare and looking cold. ... how else do I describe a morning? The thing was... it was 1 o'clock.. and it LOOKED like morning!! I was about to fall asleep on the steps.
I got up from where I was and just bumbed around in the house. I didn't touch work... I didn't worry about work or study. Didn't cross my mind... isn't that a little strange? hmm =/ maybe my mind is reverting back to it's childish self. Strange...
Oh.. one more.. I went to tutor... and it was polynomials. We have done it all before.. I seriously questioned if it was 2009, or if I was in yr 12. It was getting way to freaky, cos I swear we have learnt the same things before. I swear... *shrugs* maybe going to schoool is good for my mind =P
I woke up, and everything was as if it was 5 years ago. Of course the furniture and stuff [new stuff] were still there.. but the atmosphere of the living room, felt... in some way like 5 -10 years ago... strange?
mm then mid day came, about 1 o'clock.. I went outside to take the clothes down from the clothes hanger? Anyways, after doing so, I sat down on the steps and just looked out. Everything was as if it was the morning at about 6 ish. The grass was green and wet. The breeze was cool and refreshing. The sky partially covered with uncertain clouds. Trees were bare and looking cold. ... how else do I describe a morning? The thing was... it was 1 o'clock.. and it LOOKED like morning!! I was about to fall asleep on the steps.
I got up from where I was and just bumbed around in the house. I didn't touch work... I didn't worry about work or study. Didn't cross my mind... isn't that a little strange? hmm =/ maybe my mind is reverting back to it's childish self. Strange...
Oh.. one more.. I went to tutor... and it was polynomials. We have done it all before.. I seriously questioned if it was 2009, or if I was in yr 12. It was getting way to freaky, cos I swear we have learnt the same things before. I swear... *shrugs* maybe going to schoool is good for my mind =P
07 July 2009
just wanna say
hmm it is late, I wouldn't per say I am extremely happy, assuming people write blogs when they are happy. So yah! AND!! I am in no shape nor form depressed =] I look lonely cos I am mostly on my own anyways?... How do you not look lonely when you are on your own??
Anyway, my topic .. my point in writing this is to thank MC for worrying and asking how I was on the train. Honestly, I was really that tired. By Guildford I swear that if I was given an extra 10seconds of peace I would have been asleep. So you people know, I don't sleep easily in bed and esp. on public transport. So thats saying something.
- update on my "condition" I am fine? Not super sayan yet =P mm more sleep, food, more food, and less study? =P oh I believe I gave my second donation of blood last night. That is why I was light headed .. and a bit unco today =] (I did apologise in advance =])
OH! on the train this morning, I got the BEST seat on the train. Like one seat of completely removed so there was a huge gap btw one chair and the one in front. Anyways, all of the ones before it was taken... so naturally I sat down in the seat with huge leg space. Before I could reconsider I was already seated and comfortable. So i stretched my feet and enjoyed my time =] It didn't occur to me that I would look strange with that much space but didn't give a crap.
Anyways, Cabra came, and Thomas had no choice but to sit in front of me (two leg spaces away) It was nice to be able to stretch that much and just loosely slide into the seat. *shrugs* I don't really know why I keep a blog anymore =P
Anyway, my topic .. my point in writing this is to thank MC for worrying and asking how I was on the train. Honestly, I was really that tired. By Guildford I swear that if I was given an extra 10seconds of peace I would have been asleep. So you people know, I don't sleep easily in bed and esp. on public transport. So thats saying something.
- update on my "condition" I am fine? Not super sayan yet =P mm more sleep, food, more food, and less study? =P oh I believe I gave my second donation of blood last night. That is why I was light headed .. and a bit unco today =] (I did apologise in advance =])
OH! on the train this morning, I got the BEST seat on the train. Like one seat of completely removed so there was a huge gap btw one chair and the one in front. Anyways, all of the ones before it was taken... so naturally I sat down in the seat with huge leg space. Before I could reconsider I was already seated and comfortable. So i stretched my feet and enjoyed my time =] It didn't occur to me that I would look strange with that much space but didn't give a crap.
Anyways, Cabra came, and Thomas had no choice but to sit in front of me (two leg spaces away) It was nice to be able to stretch that much and just loosely slide into the seat. *shrugs* I don't really know why I keep a blog anymore =P
05 July 2009
colour it red
note: I have achieved painting water red.
Apologies in advance, I may be a little tired tomorrow =]
WOOH!! bring on the meat!
Unproductive weekend =/ but it can be handled I hope ^^| I did do me senior but didn't finish. *shrugs* can't be buggered.
I am sure people know the power of music. They do wonders... and for those who do not reckon music does anything for them, then I am pretty sure they haven't a) listened to it properly b) haven't found the right music. You must understand that most of the times it depends on your mood for some types of songs but there are others that will just lift you out of everything and anything.
lols just random. I'll leave it short then.
Apologies in advance, I may be a little tired tomorrow =]
WOOH!! bring on the meat!
Unproductive weekend =/ but it can be handled I hope ^^| I did do me senior but didn't finish. *shrugs* can't be buggered.
I am sure people know the power of music. They do wonders... and for those who do not reckon music does anything for them, then I am pretty sure they haven't a) listened to it properly b) haven't found the right music. You must understand that most of the times it depends on your mood for some types of songs but there are others that will just lift you out of everything and anything.
lols just random. I'll leave it short then.
03 July 2009
low down on the situ ; )
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The end =]
oks, well the fever died down, headache has reduced, and back pain pops out now and then. but i am getting back my appetite and will be uber once again by tomorrow =]
ALSO
Jay Chou people! I hope you guys are having HEAPS of fun! Better have so much fun, that I feel it =P Try not to get raped, or felt up, or anything and stay safe =] Enjoy it =D i mean you paid a lot for it =]
The end =]
oks, well the fever died down, headache has reduced, and back pain pops out now and then. but i am getting back my appetite and will be uber once again by tomorrow =]
ALSO
Jay Chou people! I hope you guys are having HEAPS of fun! Better have so much fun, that I feel it =P Try not to get raped, or felt up, or anything and stay safe =] Enjoy it =D i mean you paid a lot for it =]
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