before you leap into a maze you may never leave, read this: you prolly wont get it, and if you read enough and if i am consistant you will understand partly. just thought i'd give you a heads up before you ruin your studies and part of your life thinking about other ppls' lives =P enjoy.
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it is killing me... O. with J in way.. there is no way i would be able to sustain a decent R. definately in a time like this. however, this is the answer i would give if were to explain to someone. this is part of the answer. the other is that i am quite unsure about O. i am not sure if i feel it anymore. so much confusion and so much S.. with J in the way, there really isnt time for S.
life.. i would like a prediction on how it will turn out.. it is soo similar to HIMYM. he is just as annoyed at waiting as I am. He is just as frustrated as me. there are so many that pass me by... so many. i am so unsure about M how is it possible to be out and about looking for O? i keep trying to find a story that projects M self at L and O but all we can do is wait.. they say it is coming.. they say give it time.. even i say give it time... yet i dont believe in my own words. i, too, am human right? so what to do?? pass time by J and S. I mean i dont want to be meeting my O and not be ready. the last thing i want to be thinking about is about M, S and J. I just want to be focusing on my O.
thats just my food for thought
~~daily~~
went to parra at 10ish. to buy text book and study guides right... cos there arent trains due to track work. i had to wait till 1 30 to get picked up. so i took my time.. so i thought.. long story short. i went to the book store that had everything i needed.. but thought i might check other stores for a cheaper price =P you know how i am ; ] but i ended up going back there to buy it.
i sat in the food court for at least 30mins. eating and reading lolol. didnt feel as lonely =P
then went to borders to hide, read manga and watch madagascar 2 lolols
brother got pissed cos he had to drive 10mins frm where he tutors to pick me up. so he made me wait ... 20 mins or so... standing in the wind :L it was refreshing? oh and yeah man. there were plenty of pretty chicks ;P well at least they knew how to dress and had decent faces.
mm overall i spent... $80+ 65 on textbooks. and food and one movie that was retardedly cheap :L one disc was $50 and 2 [same disc but with extra] was... $25. i thought it was a scam so i asked the dude.. and guess what.. it was prefectly fine =P
b/w madagascar, [ie. free movies.] was funny =P i had enjoyed myself alone today =]
~~~~ in a state of daze blink it away.
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